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[locked] Heart of glass
Who: Trish Walker and Bruce Banner
When: After Trish wakes up from cryo
Where: Science department
What: Trish is really upset to wake up and finding that everything is on fire. Figuratively speaking.
Warnings: Will add if necessary
The rational part of Trish is very well aware of the fact that everything being a giant clusterfuck has absolutely nothing to do with her going into cryo, but there are a few other parts that somehow managed to make her feel guilty about the whole thing all the same, as if somehow she could have stopped it all if she had only been around.
And then there is of course just the giant gut punch that is knowing that Bruce was going to leave her. Sure, he might consider it a noble sacrifice but she really isn't in the mood for seeing it that way at the moment. Not after spending hours watching a cryo tank hoping for him to wake up. Not after being torn from sleep by a sudden need to check that he is still breathing because actually he might not be, she could be snuggled up to a corpse because he died and what if coming back is just some sort of cruel cosmic joke and the punch line is that one day the man she loves is going to be cold and dead with absolutely no explanation given.
Her chest is tight with panic and fear and misplaced guilt, and she hates all of it which means it all transforms into anger, and since that anger has to go somewhere she is currently absolutely furious with Bruce.
Talking to Tony was sort of keeping her grounded, but now she is alone with her thoughts and none of them are pretty.
Their room has been turned to glass, of all fucking things, which in all honesty feels like a too damn suitable metaphor for the state of her relationship. This is what you get for loving heroes. You would've thought that she'd learned that by now. Some lessons just can't seem to stick, apparently.
She spots a piece of paper on one of the bedside tables, and she picks it up, even though she is already quite certain that whatever is written there is not going to help her calm down before she goes to see Bruce.
When: After Trish wakes up from cryo
Where: Science department
What: Trish is really upset to wake up and finding that everything is on fire. Figuratively speaking.
Warnings: Will add if necessary
The rational part of Trish is very well aware of the fact that everything being a giant clusterfuck has absolutely nothing to do with her going into cryo, but there are a few other parts that somehow managed to make her feel guilty about the whole thing all the same, as if somehow she could have stopped it all if she had only been around.
And then there is of course just the giant gut punch that is knowing that Bruce was going to leave her. Sure, he might consider it a noble sacrifice but she really isn't in the mood for seeing it that way at the moment. Not after spending hours watching a cryo tank hoping for him to wake up. Not after being torn from sleep by a sudden need to check that he is still breathing because actually he might not be, she could be snuggled up to a corpse because he died and what if coming back is just some sort of cruel cosmic joke and the punch line is that one day the man she loves is going to be cold and dead with absolutely no explanation given.
Her chest is tight with panic and fear and misplaced guilt, and she hates all of it which means it all transforms into anger, and since that anger has to go somewhere she is currently absolutely furious with Bruce.
Talking to Tony was sort of keeping her grounded, but now she is alone with her thoughts and none of them are pretty.
Their room has been turned to glass, of all fucking things, which in all honesty feels like a too damn suitable metaphor for the state of her relationship. This is what you get for loving heroes. You would've thought that she'd learned that by now. Some lessons just can't seem to stick, apparently.
She spots a piece of paper on one of the bedside tables, and she picks it up, even though she is already quite certain that whatever is written there is not going to help her calm down before she goes to see Bruce.
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Because he's thinking about more than just touching her face, as evidenced by both his words and the slow path his hand takes farther down her neck, thumb sliding underneath her shirt to trace along her collarbone.
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Always full of surprises, her Bruce. She wouldn't have expected him to get seductive right now, but with how their relationship tends to work she probably should have.
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He pops the first button of her shirt open, hand sliding farther underneath the fabric.
"I don't know if you realize this but you were gone for almost a month. That's... a very long time, you know." And right after he just started having sex again, too. "So yes, really."
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"Alright then."
She pops a couple of buttons of his shirt too so that she can slide a hand under it and rest it over his heart.
"You'll be okay?"
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"Yes, I'll— I'll be fine."
His fingers trace down the cleavage of her shirt, blindly reaching down to the next button, then the one after, slowly undoing each of them. The knuckles of his hands brush along her skin the farther down they move, and once her shirt's open all the way down, he maps around her waist with his palms.
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She runs her fingers through his hair, because she knows how much he likes that, and leans in to give him another kiss.
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"God, I hope not."
His hands slide up and down her back in the meantime, feeling every curve and committing it to memory, not wanting to let a single patch of skin go untouched.
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She kisses her way along his jawline until she reaches his ear, tracing the shell with the tip of her tongue, gently biting the lobe.
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Not that he couldn't in a myriad of other ways but, you know. This is much nicer, and he gets to touch her, so.
Hands sliding all the way up to her shoulder blades, they slowly move back down until his fingers are reaching for the hook of her bra, undoing it in a very slow and calm way, not yet bothering with taking either her shirt or her bra off of her just yet.
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She finds his pulse and gently sucks the skin there, tongue caressing him again to savor his taste.
She doesn't remember the past few weeks, but it almost feels like her body knows how long it has been away from him.
"And I want you to feel how happy I am to be back."
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But then he sees himself in her shoes. He remembers how truly happy he was when he woke up here after a whole year of being away, and... he gets it. He knows how she's feeling right now, because he felt that way too.
His hands round her sides, fingers tracing from her waist and up to her armpits. He slips his hands underneath her bra and draws over the arch of her breasts, palm brushing across her nipples, touch sliding down the space between, where he can feel the pulse of her heart against his hands.
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She lets out a shivering sigh when his hands slide over her breasts, her nipples hard under his brief touch. She leans a little against his hands, her hearbeat picking up speed.
She kisses his lips again, softly, pouring all of her love into it as if she could pass it over to him as it if were a physical thing.
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His hands cup her breasts, squeezing the soft flesh lightly. She feels wonderful, and he only wishes he could see her bare figure right now, the way her body arches and begs for his touch. He's getting hard just imagining it, and he lets out a soft shivering moan as he breaks the kiss, thumbs rounding her nipples, catching one between it and his index finger and twisting just lightly.
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She stills, waiting for his response without moving, trying to not make things worse. Or better, depending on how you look at it.
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It takes a moment for him to ground himself, but he's pretty sure it'd be a whole lot more difficult to cope with her moving away now. So he keeps both his hands firm on her sides until he's sure she's not getting off of him, then one of them slides down her front, slowly undoing the button and zipper of her pants so it can dip past the fabric.
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They never were particularly good at resisting each other, even when they were making serious efforts to.
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His hand turns around so his palm slides down her navel, and when he slips it past the waistband of her trousers and the elastic of her panties, his fingers mold themselves perfectly to her as they dip between her legs.
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She also just generally loves having his hand where it is right now, which is why she lets out a low sound of approval, pressing herself down against his erection with a gentle roll of her hips.
"You make a good point."
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His other hand slides up her front, hiking her bra up unceremoniously so he can lean in and kiss blindly across her breasts until he's mouthing one of her nipples, sucking hard on it.
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"Fuck yes. Yes."
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His lips break contact, tongue lapping across her nipple before he moves on to her other breast, giving it just the same kind of attention.
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And when it's repeated again well... she's not sure what the soundproofing is like on board but hopefully it's okay because when she comes she does so quite loudly. And as far as she knows there is only one Bruce on board so she also manages to advertise pretty damn clearly who it is that is making her very happy at the moment, since she's screaming his name.
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He pushes his fingers hard into her as she comes, fucking her deep and fast through her orgasm, a soft choked moan of his own spilled against her skin while he keeps sucking and nibbling at her nipple. He's perfectly aware he's just overloading her senses at this point, but that only excites him further, and he only really slows down when her body actually starts to tremble from overstimulation, though his fingers continue to slide in and out of her slowly, curling so the pads press against her hot and clenching muscles.
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