[More than her family. That was basically what Maz Kanata had told her. Her family was never coming back for her. They had either hadn't planned to, or had died. Either way, she was on her own, able to make her own decisions about where her life would go and become her own person.

If only she knew how to do those things.]

Yeah, lousy Jedi.

[It's said mostly under her breath. She doesn't really think Luke is a lousy Jedi, but her mind isn't really in a good place at the moment. Ignoring the tea as well, she makes herself keep looking at him. It gives her something to focus on, gives her something to keep her grounded.]

I can tell you about my life on Jakku. I can tell you about the things that happened after I left. But I don't know if you really want to hear it.