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Entry tags:
- *intro log,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- death note: l (crau),
- mass effect: clone shepard,
- mass effect: nihlus kryik,
- mcu: natasha romanoff,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: liquid snake,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- red vs blue: agent texas,
- transformers mtmte: cyclonus,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- undertale: asriel dreemurr,
- undertale: frisk,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
( march intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: March 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Ceta
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Ceta
Warnings: Potential sci-fi creature death. Please label your content!
When: March 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Ceta
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Ceta
Warnings: Potential sci-fi creature death. Please label your content!
I N T R O L O G |
"Arguments on their nature are refuted by those who return to shore, wide-eyed with tales of their savagery."
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"I lost mine when I was pulled through the Ingress," he explains with an awkward laugh. "And I don't have any backup pairs either. You wouldn't happen to know a solution to this dilemma, would you?"
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"Uh, I have a turian friend who was on the Moira before I got here," she manages to come up with. "His stuff might still be around somewhere, if it hasn't been traded for supplies on some other planet."
She'd never bothered to check, being too grateful for his absence. The fewer members of Shepard's squad around, the better.
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"I can't imagine alien underwear being particularly useful for trading, but the universe has never ceased to surprised me in that department either." Spirits knows people collect some strange things out there. "Are leftover items stored somewhere in particular? Any forms I need to fill out? I can probably retrieve them myself."
He can see some of Shep's discomfort there.
"And where did your friend go, if you don't mind me asking?" Because the contract didn't seem to have much room for leaving ship. Did he run away?
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If she looks a touch frustrated, it's because she's being asked at all, not because she's tried and failed to find answers. She hasn't bothered to think about these things; she doesn't even want to know about the latter, given some of the talk about what going home would mean if you're dead.
"You might be able to ask the captains about leftover items, at least," she adds. "Cúrre was helpful when I asked her if we could use some medi-gel I got - you could frame it as a medical concern."
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People just... disappear? Why erase them off the digital directory instead of putting up a missing persons notice?
There are a lot of questions there, but Nihlus didn't really want to ask them with a potential surveillance device attached to his wrist. He's going to have find some way to sound insulate the MID without being too inconspicuous.
"I will contact Cúrre in regards to that, then. It will also be a chance to get my hands on replacement medigel," he says instead. He had lost his medkit in the Ingress, after all.
Casting Shepard a curious sideways glance, Nihlus pauses before asking, "So. Is this Garrus Vakarian we're talking about?"
Garrus wasn't an awful common name.
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With only two dextro amino people she knows of on the Moira, she hasn't bothered asking about it when checking the doctor's progress. Her priority's the human and otherwise levo amino majority.
As they approach the mess, she raises an eyebrow in genuine surprise. "It is. I didn't know you knew him." According to her dossiers, Nihlus was dead long before Garrus joined the Normandy.
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At the raised brow, Nihlus casts Shepard a curious look in return as they step into the mess. The woman should already have a general knowledge of Turian politics at the very least. Even if his replacement hadn't been Turian, she should have been given a Turian political aide. The Alliance and Hierarchy were very clear on this being part of the reparation efforts.
"The Vakarians are a controversial family in Turian politics," he begins, picking his way through the throngs of people towards a free table. "His father is a high ranking officer who married a bare-faced woman. He is also friends with the Primarch of Palaven and has a degree of influence over planetary politics as such. It's hard not to have heard of Garrus Vakarian."
He pulls a chair back for Shepard as he speaks, waiting for her to seat herself.
"Additionally, I've also seen him around C-Sec." The Spectre's inflection takes on and almost playfully lilting note then. "He's rather cute."
Very persistent, too. Nihlus was always hunted down for questions on Saren the last few times he'd been docked on the Citadel.
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"Not my type," she manages, after a cough. Not that she knows what her type is beyond 'human', or if she even has one; she's never felt a physical need, and emotional connections are a weakness she can't afford. Recovering, she adds, "He's mentioned his father, but I didn't realize that fame would extend to him."
Actually, he'd never mentioned his father to her, for understandable reasons, but the more concerning part is that there'd been no mention in her dossiers, either. Perhaps Brooks thought she wouldn't need to know once Garrus was out of the way?
She makes herself comfortable and waits for Nihlus to do the same before saying, "But we're not here to talk about Garrus."
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"No, we're not," he agrees quietly as he settles down in the seat opposite of Shepard, flipping his omni-tool on and bringing up a recording software and an additional note-taking program.
"Start from the beginning. Everything you can remember." He leans forwards and takes a quiet breath, preparing himself for the undoubtedly long report. "If you have any related files, send them to my omni-tool as well."
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Leaning back, she considers. Going in completely chronological order would mean leaving him in the dark about the Reapers for a while before Shepard discovered the truth behind them - she should give him that context.
"There's a race of sentient machines called the Reapers that lived in dark space, emerging millions of years apart to wipe out organic life," she says. "It happened to the Protheans, and they're trying to do it to us. They're enormous, pack a lot of firepower, and they can control people without them knowing. Sovereign was their vanguard, and used Saren and the geth to search for the other end of the Conduit, a mass relay that links directly onto the Citadel, so the Reapers could come through. They tried to get its location from Prothean beacons like the one on Eden Prime."
Brooks usually paused to let her ask questions, so she'll do the same for these years of missed galactic history.
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As Nihlus listens, his mandibles set themselves flat against his jaw, green eyes narrowed in a thoughtful frown. Now and again, his claws light up the type-pad.
It's almost too fantastical to believe. Would have been too fantastical to believe. Except he's just been teleported to Spirits knows where with a teleportation tech that didn't exist, onto a massive ship whose specs didn't match anything from any of the known race's fleets.
And Saren... He remembers the cold glow of his mentor's eyes, how the cybernetic implants had seemed more and more integrated with each meeting and then-
The burn marks start to itch again.
"The ship we saw on Eden Prime. Was that Sovereign then?" he asks when she pauses. Then he presses his mouth plates against the side of his hand and quietly adds, "And what do you mean by control people?"
Was Saren being controlled?
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She folds her hands together. Brooks had told her about the research on indoctrination's effects, about how the man who had ordered both her creation and destruction had been indoctrinated.
"It's called indoctrination. Reapers can create energy fields around them to get into people's heads. Enough neural stimulation, and they can whisper in your head and make you do things. Eventually, you just become a mindless slave. Hardly anyone can resist it.
"But I do mean mindless," she adds. "The mental damage becomes too much to handle, and then they're useless to the Reapers. And Sovereign needed Saren to use the beacons."
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And if she wasn't lying then how long has it been going on?
There'd been whispers on his network after all, ever since Saren had lost his arm. Small strands of information, sightings of his mentor's ship on odd worlds and stations on the edges of the Terminus System. The Geth had begun stirring from the Perseus Veil at that time, but he hadn't think to see a link between them then.
"Did they find the Conduit?"
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She pauses, and then adds, "The Council made me a Spectre so I'd have the authority to go after Saren, by the way." Shepard's would-have-been mentor would probably want to know that.
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None of this sounded real. He's known Saren for ten years, how- how was he supposed to accept any of this?
"Appointed Spectre?" he asks numbly, plucking the question out of the chaotic whirlwind of thoughts. "The Council should have given you a replacement mentor, not appointed you to- they sent a rookie Spectre after Saren Arterius?"
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"Why would they waste time finding a new mentor for the human Spectre they didn't really want, or bother assigning someone more experienced?" she asks. "The Council didn't believe in the Reapers until it was too late; they thought Saren was just building a geth army to go after human colonies - they don't care about us enough to send one of their own!"
It's a rare conclusion that she's come to mostly on her own. Brooks had given her the facts of Shepard's appointment as the first human Spectre, of the Council's refusal to help with the Collectors or, initially, on Earth. But she'd also taught her to read between the lines.
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It occurs briefly to him that this could, in theory, be a ploy to turn him against Saren. But he remembers the Geth, remembers the alien dreadnought in the sky, the feeling of pure evil that it radiated. He remembers the rapport of a Spectre grade heavy pistol, deafening in its proximity.
And the more he thinks about it now, the more it's beginning to make sense that Saren would have offed him.
"I'm sorry that this happened," he says trying not to give into the urge to rub his face, but it's been too much of a day and he compromises, pressing the heel of his hand between his brow plates to stem the oncoming headache. "They should never have left you to fight Saren without the resources of a mentor to draw from. Your first trial should not have been going up against someone with thirty years of experience behind them. Their blatant disregard for the safety of human colonies by refusing you proper assistance is horrific."
It really was. Even from a purely political standpoint, the Council's choices were borderline idiotic. The Geth army alone should have signaled a threat to all of Council space, not just humanity.
"I was promised resources by both the Hierarchy and the Council once I'd chosen you as my candidate. It was supposed to be a sign of goodwill between our species and furthering reparations," the Spectre explains quietly. "The fact that it wasn't honored after my death is... disconcerting."
What strings did Saren pull to get this? Worse yet, did he have to pull any strings at all?
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Still scowling, she leans back, partially to cool down and partially to let the rest of what he said catch up to her. One: Strange but nice for an alien to agree that the Council did humanity wrong. Two...
"You chose me?" She'd known the Alliance had been putting Shepard up for consideration, but not that her would-be mentor had personally chosen her. All she knew about Nihlus was that he was supposed to be Shepard's mentor but he'd died at the hands of Saren.
What's it like to be Shepard, to be chosen for something special and not have the person who chose you deliberately abandon you once it became inconvenient? What's so different about them?
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Spectres, after all, knew what qualities would best make a Spectre. Shepard had been a candidate they'd been watching for a long while, but it was potentially disastrous just dropping a random candidate onto an unsuitable mentor. The entire fiasco with Anderson and Saren was a shining example of everything that could go wrong and one of the reasons why the older Spectre hadn't taken on another candidate until Nihlus.
... Spirits, Saren...
It all comes crashing down on him all of a sudden. It's barely been an hour since his arrival. He hadn't harbored a single thought about his mentor being a traitor until he'd stumbled out of the Ingress, stunned and helplessly terrified in a way he hadn't been in years.
"... What happened after the Conduit?" he manages quietly. There's an odd, sickly grayness to the skin on his neck all of a sudden.
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She'd assumed Brooks would stay.
The question gives her something to focus on, old knowledge instead of new or painful.
"I killed Saren," she says, and moves on before Nihlus can dwell on his old mentor. "The Alliance and Citadel fleets destroyed Sovereign. The Council offered humanity the chance to become a Council race and said we'd
unite against the Reapers, I wanted to look for a way to defeat them... But the Council backed down. They didn't want to panic anyone, announced Sovereign was just Saren's ship and the geth were under Saren's sway, and hell if the Alliance would rock the boat. I was assigned to mop up remaining geth outposts instead."
The Council was blind. If they'd gone after a way to stop the Reapers as soon as Shepard had told them, the Reaper War wouldn't have been nearly as bad, and Shepard probably wouldn't have been killed on a routine mission. She wouldn't have been made.
"They sent me out one day to an area where a lot of ships had been disappearing, and the Normandy was attacked... I was spaced." She pauses for dramatic effect, and then says, "And that's why they wiped my files."
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He still looks a bit sick though. The Council throwing Saren under the transporter to keep the peace grays him just a little further but he doesn't interrupt her.
Leaning back in his chair, he exhales very, very quietly, taking in the information, sorting through it, looking for any cracks or inconsistencies. It's still very... fantastical. But it's not any less fantastical than his current situation and Shepard was the only link to the world he knows, suspicious behavior or not.
"... I get the strange impression that your story doesn't end there."
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"It should have," she says quietly, for a moment every bit as tired as the real Commander must be by now. If Shepard's story had ended there, hers would have never started. "But a human supremist terrorist group, Cerberus, acquired my body and brought me back to life. Some... miracle of credits and science over two years. They rebuilt the Normandy, too. There was a new threat abducting human colonies out in the Terminus Systems, and the Alliance wasn't doing anything about it: Cerberus saw my work during the Eden Prime War - what the media and the codexes called our mission in '83 - and decided I was the person to handle it."
She rests her chin on her hands, looking over him. Brooks had mentioned the Collectors had been working for a while before starting in on Shepard and on whole colonies. "Have you heard of the Collectors?" Someone evidently as well informed about the world as Nihlus certainly might have.
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At the question, Nihlus tilts his head slightly.
"Funny thing, that," he says with a shrug. "Where I grew up, the Collectors were the kinds of spooky stories some scarred up old Asari'd tell to any kids they could round up. I know a few merc groups tend to talk about them like they talk about winning some kind of messed up, people selling lottery."
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Of course they'd look into the upstart species that had taken on a Reaper, the geth, and won, saving those who had been in space far longer.
She doesn't have to fake her resentment of the Alliance for not acting, her disgust with Cerberus for turning to aliens despite being an organization of and for humans. Shepard, from all accounts, hadn't wanted to work with Cerberus; her own feelings about the group serve this well enough.
"The Alliance wouldn't let me re-enlist or even give me aid to take them on. So I had to work with Cerberus. Put together a team from the dossiers they gave me, flew through the Omega-4 relay to the Collector homeworld, wiped out their base." She makes a face. "They were taking our colonies as raw materials for some kind of human Reaper."
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"Okay," he manages in a small voice. "Reaper-rewritten Protheans and evil human meat machine. Alright."
Very, very carefully pushing the pad of his thumb against the space between his brow plates to stem the ever-growing headache, Nihlus quietly debates what to say next. Everything was getting more and more surreal and every word that Shepard was saying.... This was bordering the kind of weird dream conversations he'd have sometimes.
A really, really vivid dream conversation in a nightmare that he's not waking up from for some reason.
Despite the obvious toll the sheer, awful bizarrity the situation was beginning to have on him however, the Spectre quietly looks up a moment later.
"... Alright," he repeats quietly, hand falling away from his face. "Was the mission successful?"
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