ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ Cassandra Anderson (
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Being neighborly
Who: Anderson and Venom (although if you would also like a log with me, please ask!)
When: A couple days after her arrival
Where: Kauto-1 apartments
What: Anderson tries to get acclimated to her surroundings, but finds it hard to relax with the mental snarl that is the person in the apartment next door.
Warnings: Nothing, I think?
[ It's not that Anderson doesn't have scruples about how she uses her powers. She absolutely does. But being stranded in what is apparently a different dimension, not just somewhere out in space past human colonization, and then being told Judges don't exist here-- in any capacity-- has her more than a little out of sorts, and she's used to being authorized to exercise her own judgement in use of her abilities. If she needs to use them to make a threat assessment, she does so, without any hesitation.
And she can't help still being in threat assessment mode a few days after arriving. Certainly, if she's going to be living somewhere, she needs to make sure those around her aren't going to turn volatile. She's used to the Judge's quarters being her one solace from the stark hostility of Mega-City One, a place where she can trust the people nearby not to be violent without having to scan them. Indeed, scanning other Judges is usually too rude for her to sanction without cause. It's a place to relax.
She's nowhere near to relaxing here, especially not when she detects what she can only characterize as an unprecedented snarled tangle of a mind nearby. It doesn't seem insane in the way she's used to feeling, meaning unstable, but it's nothing she's ever sensed before, and she doesn't have just cause-- or the proximity, or the backup-- to go digging deeper. She decides to do this the old-fashioned way.
Anderson is still in her full Judge's get-up out of silent nerves for going unarmed and unarmored when she strides unerringly to the front door of the apartment the mind resides in, and knocks. ]
When: A couple days after her arrival
Where: Kauto-1 apartments
What: Anderson tries to get acclimated to her surroundings, but finds it hard to relax with the mental snarl that is the person in the apartment next door.
Warnings: Nothing, I think?
[ It's not that Anderson doesn't have scruples about how she uses her powers. She absolutely does. But being stranded in what is apparently a different dimension, not just somewhere out in space past human colonization, and then being told Judges don't exist here-- in any capacity-- has her more than a little out of sorts, and she's used to being authorized to exercise her own judgement in use of her abilities. If she needs to use them to make a threat assessment, she does so, without any hesitation.
And she can't help still being in threat assessment mode a few days after arriving. Certainly, if she's going to be living somewhere, she needs to make sure those around her aren't going to turn volatile. She's used to the Judge's quarters being her one solace from the stark hostility of Mega-City One, a place where she can trust the people nearby not to be violent without having to scan them. Indeed, scanning other Judges is usually too rude for her to sanction without cause. It's a place to relax.
She's nowhere near to relaxing here, especially not when she detects what she can only characterize as an unprecedented snarled tangle of a mind nearby. It doesn't seem insane in the way she's used to feeling, meaning unstable, but it's nothing she's ever sensed before, and she doesn't have just cause-- or the proximity, or the backup-- to go digging deeper. She decides to do this the old-fashioned way.
Anderson is still in her full Judge's get-up out of silent nerves for going unarmed and unarmored when she strides unerringly to the front door of the apartment the mind resides in, and knocks. ]
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But, like most good things, his monotony comes to an end with a knock at the door— a sound as unexpected as it is rare. His first instinct is to break his plank and reach for the firearm that he always keeps just within arm's reach, but he breathes, levels himself, and makes a mental reminder that the normal binary of threat or nonthreat doesn't apply here.
Might be that someone just ran out of milk for their cereal, after all.
So when he answers the door, finally, after a good minute or two of dead space, he's not kevlar-clad or armed to the teeth with rifles and combat knives; if anything, he's as innocuous as a six-foot man with scars mapping his face and torso can be, even if a quick scan of his thoughts speak to the inherent caution he's sporting just under his placid surface.
He tips his head. The shrapnel in his forehead glints dully in mid-morning light. ]
...Might have the wrong door.
[ He doesn't recognize her, is what he's saying. He's pretty sure he'd remember if he ran across a young woman who looks like she's walked right out of a PMF. ]
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Whoever she'd been expecting that mind to belong to, she's not sure she'd have picked this. A large, muscular man covered in scars and an eyepatch, visually formidable enough to give even her internal pause with the acknowledgment that this is not someone she wants to try CQC on. She knows the shrapnel isn't the cause of that tangled mind, has felt a multitude of brain injuries before and the impact of stroke and every other personality-altering, neuron-damaging impact. Whatever it is, it's not that.
Good thing she's good at bluffing. Anderson never tries to hide her abilities, but leading straight out with them is not usually a good idea, either. Especially when she's trying to investigate something. ]
I just moved in. Number three. [ So, literally next door. ] I thought I'd introduce myself. My name's Anderson.
[ This is what normal, neighborly people do, which she knows because she remembers it distantly from childhood and her parents. Poor people a hundred meters from the Cursed Earth have little to depend on but each other, and her parents were part of that. She thinks (hopes) she's confident enough to pull it off smoothly, plays up how at odds her innocent, open face is with her presentation. ]
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The answer to her statement is a low hum, coarse without being rough. If he looks skeptical, well.
Her outfit might be the reason. ]
Thought you were recruiting, for a second. [ A dry joke, delivered quietly but without timidity; the implication might be that he's already spoken for, but that's a lot to read between the lines.
This is also something he's patently not used to, the whole 'hi, we're neighbors and I brought egg salad' deal, so he continues to occupy the majority of the entrance with his bulk, blocking the view to the interior of his accommodations with a casual lean of shoulder to doorframe. Still, as sparing as he is with his words, he's not rude, so here's his addendum: ] —Ahab.
[ A quick return introduction, and an offering of his hand— his real hand, not the blood-red bionic that's keeping his front door open. ] Anyone helping you get situated?
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He has a sense of humor, which is a surprise. His overall demeanor is so like Dredd already that she wasn't expecting that either. Anderson's lips quirk briefly. ] My outfit doesn't recruit that way, [ she answers, in a sort of slight return joke.
Ahab, huh? Anderson's used to confrontational citizens and doesn't think anything of not being invited in and him moreover blocking the doorway. That's just good protocol. She shakes his hand without any reaction to the obvious prosthetic, her own still gloved. ]
Not really. If anyone I knew was here, I would know it. [ Not that they're personal friends, but the only connections she has to speak of anymore are other Judges, and they're not known for subtlety or staying under the radar. ]
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Still, somehow, the man in front of her manages not to look totally unhinged. He even manages a faint uptick of a scarred brow when Anderson quips back, as if the easy rapport surprises him.
Another mm, as he lets go of her hand. ] So you're saying you're resourceful.
[ Maybe there's a sliver of fishing here— friendly interrogation 101, courtesy of a certain Russian with a penchant for information collection. It's innocent enough, since Venom has no ulterior motive to speak of aside from idle curiosity. ]
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It means nothing. It doesn't say why he was fighting, or who was killed. Someone scanning her mind would see all that and more.
Anderson is equally a little taken aback at the easy back-and-forth, but she's hard to ruffle and continues it smoothly, not minding the covert fishing whatsoever. ] I have to be. [ She'd be a poor example of a Judge otherwise, which isn't to say that she isn't, but she's at least not corrupt and she doesn't flinch anymore when she needs to shoot someone. ]
Is that you offering?
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That said, he's also sure enough of himself that he knows he can handle himself in the off-chance that something goes south. Right now, Anderson is appealing to his sense of diligence, which is to say—
—he's always been bad at not picking people up when he has the chance to. ]
I've got time.
[ As a substitute for "sure, what do you need to know/see?"
He's a little sparing on his words, unfortunately. ]
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His mind might be a mess, but he obviously still has emotions, and she can sense those just fine.
True to form, Anderson rolls with the turn of the conversation. This wasn't what she'd meant by coming here, but her preliminary investigation is complete and she doesn't have a reason to pry further. Might as well ask for help where it's offered with her other primary problem, which is... rather more mundane, but not something she can ask just anyone. And she can already tell he's more likely to know the solution as anyone else she could pick. ]
I should probably look less like I'm about to start a firefight at any given moment, [ she answers, some self-aware deprecation creeping into her tone. There's the faint warmth of humor as she truly starts to relax. She knows she's been making people nervous-- impossible for her to miss, that one. ] But I haven't had to conceal carry in my life. Know anywhere for me to buy a holster?
[ Requisitions other than being handed official gear is something of a mystery to her. Plus her Lawgiver might not just slip into a standard holster in this place. ]
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Of course she's asking him about firearms. Of course. ]
You think I'd know.
[ A flat statement, desert-dry but tempered by that ever-pervasive patience. The sentiment being projected here isn't annoyance, as much as it is a degree of amusement at his own expense. Is he really that obviously not a civilian???
(Clearly.)
When he tips his head and gives Anderson another once-over, the expression is slightly more casual. ]
—You're not wrong. [ There's literally zero point in hiding it, so: ] Might have a spare one you can use, even.
How big are we talking about, here? [ Handgun? Assault rifle? Grenade launcher? You name it, he's got something to carry it. ]
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In reflection, she automatically smiles. Anderson knows she's not wrong; she rarely is, since she cheats. ]
Just one. [ She reaches down and unholsters her Lawgiver, which looks almost comically large in her small hands. The implied kickback makes it something someone her size would not ordinarily carry around casually, but she holds it not only confidently but as part of herself intrinsically. A Judge's Lawgiver is never recoded to someone else, and since no one else can use it and it's her primary weapon, she has some undeserved sentimentality about it. It's just a weapon, and it kills people. Her sentimentality has always been a problem.
Anderson holds it up for inspection without pointing it anywhere or offering it out. She also doesn't caution him not to fire it, not after how that had saved her with Kay. She's never forgotten that. ]
A little worried standard issue wouldn't work for it. I think it'll have to be under my arm. [ She'll never be able to feel safe with anything that takes an instant longer to draw. She has her own batch of PTSD by now. ]
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The technology is beyond him— his Mk22 is an antique, as is his Cold War era assault rifle— but a gun is a gun. A spark of curiosity flits across his single eye, but that's less the look of a boy on Christmas Day and more the look of a scholar in a library. ]
Shoulder holster, then. [ He hands the weapon back to Anderson, understanding that these things become an extension of a soldier's body; a field agent is only as good as the arsenal he or she keeps close.
And since it's becoming cumbersome to hold the door open with his foot, he props it in position with a stopper. A subtle vote of confidence in Anderson's favor, punctuated by the eventual sound of paws skittering on hardwood flooring. ] Need a mag pouch to go with it?
[ A vague motion of 'stay here, I'll get it', while he steps aside to let his wolfdog approach his visitor with caution. Venom murmurs a quiet DD in lieu of "behave". ]
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Reholstering the gun, she takes a single step in, pausing as she sees the... dog? ] No, I'll manage. [ Lawgivers hold most of their ammo internally, anyway.
Animals have straightforward minds, something she usually finds refreshing the few times she bothers to scan them. DD's is a little more complicated than most given his intelligence, but it's underlined by the same lack of doubts, the same devotion. Her smile lingers faintly at feeling it, and she automatically thinks better of someone who inspires that in his dog.
She slips into a half-crouch to offer her hand for smelling. ] Hey, [ she greets quietly. ]
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(Much like his owner, his intimidating stature is at odds with his mellow temperament.)
If Anderson cares to look past the open entrance hall into the sliver of living room peeking from the other side, she'd be able to tell that the furnishings are sparse and Spartan: utility-based, nondecorative. Not terribly surprising for a man who keeps spare shoulder holsters in the same way that a normal household stocks up on loaves of bread.
Speaking of. When Venom comes back, it's with three different candidates in two different colors (black and brown), just in case she cares about the #aesthetic (Kaz does). ]
They're broken in. Pretty sure they won't chafe. [ If she doesn't mind that they've already been used by sweaty old men... he doesn't seem to think this is an issue, because of course he doesn't. ] Might need to get the straps adjusted, but they're otherwise good to go.
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Anderson pulls herself away with a last pat before rising to stand straight, accepting one of the black ones automatically. She doesn't care about aesthetic, but she's been so conditioned that all of her gear is solid black that she doesn't think twice, and goes about a cursory check of the fit.
She definitely does not mind it being used by sweaty old men. Frankly, that's the most familiar part of this. He's already reminding her intensely of a more laid-back Dredd. ]
Thank you, [ she says simply, honestly. ] Let me know if I can do anything to return the favor. [ Where she's from, things aren't done for free; they're done with the implicit expectation of return later. On a more humorous note, she adds, ] Although I'm not the cookie baking type.
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(they're getting younger every year, it seems like.)
She also subscribes to the pragmatic idea of services offered in exchange of services given, and offers it without much in the way of hesitation.
So. Verdict: trustworthy. ]
Only favor you can do me is not showing up in full armor next time. [ A mild huff. This is likely difficult to identify as a sound of amusement or annoyance being that his expression never shifts too far from neutral, but there aren't enough barbs in his tone to imply that he's truly bothered. ] That kind of stunt could land you with a weapon to the face, if you're not careful.
[ He's. Joking, probably. ]
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She suspects his dog wouldn't love him so much if he were, though, and he seems even. It really does remind her of Dredd.
So little on the surface and so much underneath... She wonders if anyone else who meets him ever really realizes just what is there. She'd only gotten that one glimpse as the chief's request, but it'd been enough. It had made an impression on her. It also hadn't been something she felt she was entitled to plumb the depths of without invitation, and Anderson definitely did not expect an invitation. She extends the same assumption here, and accordingly withdraws completely. At least for the time being.
She smiles more openly at him now, taking it with the kind of humor that is, if not black, at the very least gray. ] I have to go shopping, [ she agrees. ] Just wasn't sure what to think at first. And it felt... wrong, to be out of uniform. [ In a possibly threatening, totally alien situation, for sure. The stupidity of it would easily get her killed at home, and if not, thrown out after all her hard work at getting in. ]
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Besides, Venom is guilty of his first instinct being to reach for his gun, so he has no moral high ground to stand on. When Anderson smiles, he'll spare a thin one in return for her trouble. ]
Work back at home doesn't give you much downtime, does it.
[ The implication here: I can relate. ]
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[ This is a return offering in response to the invitation in. She's not exactly keeping what she is a secret, but Anderson also isn't carelessly spreading the information everywhere. She's realized by now that most people assume she's military of some type, and they're not totally wrong, but-- not right, either.
It seems that being a Judge is unique among everyone else's worlds. She just doesn't know what that means. ]
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You're probably gonna get this a lot, is what he doesn't say. ]
You've got that kind of jurisdiction? [ Disbelief creeps into his voice, but barely. ] Sounds like you passed law school with flying colors.
[ Don't get sassy, Venom Snake. ]
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Yeah. I do. [ And no, she really didn't, but she doesn't add that part. Anderson sees no reason to undermine herself this early on. She's relaxing; that doesn't mean she's gotten stupid, or incautious. ] It's the way things are, [ she goes on, with a ghost of a shrug, an expression of acceptance. ]
I didn't think it was weird until everyone else here started acting like it was.
[ She can't lie: it's making her doubt. Making her self-conscious. ]
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For a few beats, Venom doesn't react. As if the information isn't sinking in, or he doesn't care to let it. It's a moment of vague consideration that stretches just a little too long to be comfortable, but it mercifully breaks with a cant of his head. Wolfish and steady, heralding his words. ]
It's unconventional. [ Is what he starts with. Honest, if slightly too blunt. ] No human is infallible.
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His answer makes her raise her eyebrows. She'd still take blunt over dishonest any day. ] People keep saying that, but I trust myself a lot more than I trust any system. Including mine. [ Cynical? Absolutely. That's probably more revealing of how much corruption she's used to dealing with than anything else she could say. ]
I want to make a difference. Being a Judge lets me do that. [ It's really that simple for her. Not that doing it is simple, but that's another story; how hard she has to work to make herself into someone the Judges will keep around, while never losing track of why she's doing it at all... That's a tough line to walk. ]
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So he eases up on the grilling. It's not as if he can pretend that he hasn't meted out punishment in the name of questionable justice— nothing, and he really means nothing, has ever been beneath him— and he hasn't got a leg to stand on when it comes to fallibility. ]
Hm. [ Is that assent? Dissent? Idle contemplation? Whatever it is, Venom sees fit to move on. ] And you're doing that alone?
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She just doesn't need to be. She's made her choices and she is going to see them through. ]
There's plenty of other Judges, but we mostly operate independently. There's too much crime to send us out in groups unless it's a big job.
I have to be able to handle it on my own, or I'd never have been given a badge.
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Again, all he does is fix his sniper's focus on her, and ease up with his open body language. ]
If that's how it was, you're gonna be bored here. [ A mild exhale, toeing the line between a sigh and a chuckle. ] This place isn't much in the way of challenges.
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It's right there in the name: they have to have impeccable judgment. It's part of way Anderson has such a hard time passing her tests. Her judgment leans to the merciful, and she's had to iron that out of herself as much as she can.
She releases tension as he does, allowing her nose to wrinkle slightly. Anderson knows it makes her look childish and about her age for once, so normally she suppresses the reaction, but. ] I've been worried about that, [ she grouses. ] I don't enjoy shooting people, but downtime is gonna be weird. And there's no police here at all.
[ No, she's really not over that. ]
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So it's a good thing that he's not brushing dust out of his eye in Zaire, reaching for his Fulton Recovery Device and asking if they have an opening in the Combat Platform barracks.
His scarred lip twitches upwards, just barely. ]
The locals don't believe in peacekeeping. [ Read: "Can You Believe This Absolute Horseshit". ] Think that maintaining order is implicit, instead of learned.
[ Again, "Can You Believe This Shit." ]
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She would enjoy the lack of oversight and chance to rescue people, though. That's for sure.
Anderson gives a measured, bland look back. Very controlled. ] I don't know if it's learned, either, so much as forcibly kept in check. I was trying to find out what I'm legally authorized to do around here, in self-defense and if I step in somewhere, but I didn't really get any answers.
[ Translation: "Do We Have To Put Up With This Shit?" ]
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And ah, good, he's glad that they're both on the same page about this being Actual Bullshit, because no one else really seems to share his opinions about how utterly ludicrous it is that self-defense, in the eyes of the natives, can be construed as 'senseless aggression'. So here's his take on it, with the same sort of controlled exasperation: ]
Difficult to say. There's no written code of law here.
Seems like they mete out punishments depending on the severity of the action. And reaction. [ Which is??? So subjective, like, what even is that supposed to mean???
Venom isn't the eye-rolling type, but there's a spiritual equivalent of that here, in how he rolls his exhale through his teeth. ]
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Subjectivity has no place in law enforcement, [ she says with all the bluntness of a totalitarian police officer told there's no explicit laws here. An unsettled disgust is buried under her words. ]
That's too easy to take advantage of. [ Anderson shifts her weight. ] Someone told me they committed a crime, and someone else got punished for it. That's the way gangs operate, not governments.
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In reality, he's just being courteous; he can take the artificial nicotine vapor or leave it, but sometimes he just wants to fill his lungs with tar until he can't taste anything else. ]
Here, the one who can make their case more convincingly wins.
[ That isn't untrue for some situations in his homeworld, too, but he refrains from making this too philosophical. Instead, he looks over his shoulder and into his living room, and offers: ] You want to come in?
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Thank you. Getting practice being neighborly? [ she quips, feeling at ease enough for that now. ]
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[ Is his return quip, as he turns on his heels and gestures for Anderson to follow him to the living room. His wolfdog has retreated to the foot of one of the couches for now, which Venom motions to as a candidate for his guest to sit on; he figures that the half-polished combat knife on the coffee table and the kevlar armor strewn around like furniture won't raise eyebrows at this point. ]
There's strength in solidarity when you don't know who your enemies are. [ Or if they even really have enemies at all— that too. ] You're new. Stress can build when you least expect it.
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I've been treating this like a hostile situation, [ she confesses in a quiet, low voice, keeping her gaze down near her knees. Speaking about stress and strength in solidarity sounds so odd to her ears. Judges operate alone, for the most part; certainly she has plenty of reason not to trust other Judges after the ones that'd been bought to murder her in Peach Trees; and stress is something to be managed on your own, in your own time. Anderson remembers her parents and childhood enough to understand social support systems, but it's been so long... ]
I'm not sure when it'll really sink in.
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He reappears on the tail end of Anderson's confession with a glass of water in hand, making sure to rest the item on the coffee table instead of coming up from behind and offering the item over her shoulder. That never seems to go down particularly well. ]
That makes two of us.
[ Venom doesn't sit— he leans, back to wall and shoulder to windowframe. ]
Our day-to-day is mundane, but danger strikes sporadically. Most of the time, we're not the specific targets— just caught in the crossfire.
This place isn't hostile, as much as it is indifferent.