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Entry tags:
- *event,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- dogs bullets & carnage: badou nails,
- dogs bullets & carnage: nill,
- dragon age: anders,
- dragon age: fenris (crau),
- dragon age: varric tethras,
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- marvel 616: laura kinney,
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- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: mei-ling zhou,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- star wars: rey,
- the raven cycle: adam parrish,
- the raven cycle: ronan lynch,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: harry flynn,
- undertale: chara dreemurr,
- x-men movies: james "logan" howlet,
- x-men movies: kurt wagner,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
january event log
Who: Everyone
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Let them in, and take them out."
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When the second finger presses in Adam's fingers dig in a little into his arms a quiet gasp and moan slipping from his lips, the muscle tensing around Ronan's fingers at first but slowly relaxing again. He tilts his head to press kisses along his jawline, soft whispers of want and love on his breath and not fully formed thoughts.
His hands slowly release the harsh grip on the other's biceps, returning to their slow exploration of his body, fingertips admiring ridges of muscle, rubbing against sensitive spots he's come to learn so well over his stomach and chest while there is still some room between their bodies. He doesn't think that will last for long. Soon they'll be flush against each other. ]
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But there's going to be so much more for him tonight. Now that Adam's adjusted to the feeling of him, it's time to take the plunge. With his free hand, Ronan reaches past Adam to grab at one of the various bottles beside the bath. This one is oil, he remembers from his dream, though it was meant for a massage. He fills his palm with it and dips his hand into the bath, slicking his hard length with it as best he can. Not an easy task, though the oil seems to prefer his skin over the water.
With his fingers still inside Adam, he carefully directs Adam closer, until they're pressed hip-to-hip and Ronan's nudging his erection between Adam's legs. He kisses Adam's lips and prays silently for virility and grace and forgiveness. May he be worthy.
His fingers slip gradually out of Adam to make way for his cock. He's still trembling with barely suppressed nervousness, but he steadies his hand as his head nudges against Adam's entrance. With agonizing slowness, he begins to press in.]
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His body is both greedy and resistant as fingers slip out and Ronan's cock presses against the tight ring of muscle that seems to be confused on whether to relax or contract at the pressure. His nails dig into the back of Ronan's shoulders. There's pressure and then his body gives, a quiet sound escapes him into their kiss.
The main thing he remembers is the importance of relaxing which is a bit more difficult in practice with the way his muscles naturally tense around the intrusion but there's a high to it, to having Ronan inside him even if that weird apphrension is still fluttering in his stomach. ]
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He manages it, though. Even his trembling subsides as heat and pressure grip him, pleasure spreading and flooding through him as he slides deeper and deeper into Adam. It feels like it takes ages, but ever inch claimed is an overwhelming victory. Ronan's breath escapes in short, shuddering gasps as Adam squeezes around him. His slippery hands pull Adam's thighs up around his hips to make it easier, and finally he finds himself hilt-deep inside Adam, as far as he can go.
This is it. This is the closest they'll ever be, as much a single soul as they'll be able to become in these bodies. Ronan exhales with a shaky laugh, a fragile sound like he might be on the verge of tears. He holds this for now, not thrusting yet, simply enjoying the feeling of Adam surrounding him. He kisses Adam's lips again and again, worshipful, his heartbeat pulsing inside him.]
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Ronan is pressed as deep inside him as he could go, their bodies one in an almost unbelievable way. It's not quite the dream that Ronan had described but this is close. He holds tighter to Ronan, trying to normalize his breathing and to stay relaxed because that will help it be easier for both of them, for it to hurt less and he figures it probably makes it a bit easier on Ronan who is being so careful. ]
I love you so much. [ The words are whispered reverently against Ronan's mouth before he's kissing him back fully each time, and he wishes they could stay suspended forever in this moment. After a few moments he breaks away from the kiss long enough to talk. ]
You can move.
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With his hands still firmly planted on Adam's thighs, keeping him elevated and under control, Ronan sways back and begins to slide out. Almost as slow as he went in, but only a few inches before he's thrusting deep again.
If holding still felt incredible, movement is somehow a hundred times better. A moan rolls out of him as he rocks forward, heat building and encouraging him to let go of all those worries and inhibitions. It starts to seem like Adam's body was created for him, to fit him perfectly, so there's no need to be scared.]
I love you. I love you...
[He thrusts with increasing urgency, though it's still a languid rhythm, like waves lapping at a shore. Ronan's lips leave Adam's mouth, spreading against Adam's cheek as his breath quickens. He's panting, gasping for how good it feels. He's beginning to lose awareness for anything outside of Adam. The entire universe is melting away.]
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His hand slides up, running over the back of his head, and then back downward along the back of his neck and his upper back. He can't think about anything but Ronan moving inside of him, holding him close and safe, loving him. ]
How does it feel [ Adam whispers, though asking for such a description almost feels dirty but as much as he thinks Ronan has a penchant for exaggeration and dramatics he loves the way he describes things, them. ] Tell me
[ It'll be over too soon, he's sure and he's not sure if they'll get a chance like this again but he hopes for it already. ]
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It feels...
[Ronan's voice is unsteady, his throat tight. Soft gasps interrupt every other word:]
It's a warm place. And you're taking me in like I can't get away, like it's... We're one thing now. Not you and me anymore. Just us. You're holding me inside you. It's the only place I've ever wanted to be.
[The pleasure of it ripples through every muscle in his body. There is not just one part of him inside Adam. He's being consumed. One hand slides around to the small of Adam's back, angling him so that Ronan can bury himself deeper. It's becoming difficult to suppress himself. He's moving faster than he probably should.]
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He loves him so much that he really doesn't think he has much of a life left if he lost him. He'd keep going but it wouldn't mean anything without him. ]
I love you. [ He whispers, his words never as poetic as Ronan's, they didn't really need to be. Ronan is poetic enough for both of them. But god, he loves him so much. A quiet gasp slips out of Adam when the other shifts their bodies, feeling him deeper, the movements faster and he knows that Ronan's going to come.
He doesn't want it to end, what if they never get this chance again? He presses his lips to Ronan's after searching them out, kissing him needily. Somehow, in the face of this moment starting to come to a close, knowing it's impending makes him feel scared and vulnerable in a way he maybe should have felt more acutely when Ronan was first fingering him and then pushing inside of him.
It's the impending loss of that that exposes something fragile in himself that he's not sure what to do with. ]
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Isn't there a way for this to last forever? He meets Adam's lips with a desperate kiss, tongue probing and pushing into him as if there isn't enough of him inside Adam. If there was ever a moment for some miracle of magic, this should be it. Let him turn into light, let him make a home in Adam's heart, let him live inside Adam's veins so that he can stop existing so pointlessly separate from what he loves most. He wants to die right here, right now. He should never have to feel anything other than this.
When he comes, his cry is stifled into Adam's mouth. His body seizes and his hands squeeze at Adam, losing control of themselves, too slippery to hold onto any part of him but trying nonetheless. His cock pulses as he explodes into Adam, filling him with wet heat, and his mind is a white-out of the purest and most intense pleasure. The kiss breaks as Ronan gasps for breath, a whimpering ah-ah escaping on each exhale. His hips jerk reflexively with a few final shudders, until he's totally spent, and then he sags against Adam with his eyes still squeezed shut. As if he's agonized. As if he's fighting back tears.]
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It's an odd sensation, feeling Ronan come inside of him, feeling the way his hips jerk, his cock doing the same inside and god, Ronan's pleasure is beautiful, even more beautiful than the other times he's seen it. Ronan can't hold the kiss and even that is beautiful to Adam, watching him lose himself in that orgasm.
He wraps his arms around his shoulders, burying his face in his neck and he loves this boy so much that it hurts and he's scared now that it's over, that fear of losing this closeness. He hates a little bit how weak he feels in that vulnerability, scared to show it at all aside from the way he's clinging close to Ronan. ]
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I love you.
[He's breathless, his hands climbing Adam's body until they have him by the cheeks. Gently, he directs Adam's mouth to his own, kissing him again with the sloppy clumsiness of someone drunk on joy.]
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[He says it back even though his voice is thicker than usual. He doesn't relent his tight hold on Ronan and he's glad that he's not moving yet even if its inevitable that it will happen.
Adam hopes Ronan can't see the state he's in that he's trying to hide when hepis head is raised. He closes his eyes as he kisses him back. His kiss is still desperate as it had been, but he thinks the sloppiness in Ronan's covers it. ]
I don't want you to have to move.
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[And he'll stubbornly remain until he can't anymore. The tone of Adam's words doesn't escape him, however. He must have hurt Adam. Inevitable, really. But he still won't move until Adam tells him to. Ronan drags a few more kisses over his cheek, bringing his mouth close to Adam's good ear.]
Are you okay?
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It's not going to feel right when you're not... We're not... [He's bad with expressing these things, with baring the vulnerabilities to Ronan.
His fingers reach up wet as the press to the back of Ronan's head holding him near his ear. He loves him so much.]
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[Ronan feels the same. His fingers stroke Adam's face before sliding down to grip him in kind, holding him so that they're cheek-to-cheek, thumbs caressing Adam's jaw.]
I don't want to be separate from you. Ever. I can't believe we ever have to be apart.
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We could do it again... Anytime.. [He still thinks Ronan might say no.]