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january event log
Who: Everyone
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Let them in, and take them out."
|
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[Attention is turned to DD next, eager dog muzzles intruding for attention from two well kept (despite all odds of the journey) huskys and this scruffy possible mix. Kaz contemplates quietly as he sinks his gloved fingers into furry dog cheeks, rubs around those stick-up ears.]
You tell me what you think before I tell you what I think.
[He's thinking of a lot. But for once he doesn't want to blow ceaseless loads of hot air when they've already drawn their own possibly similar conclusions.]
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Venom pulls up a chair and gets himself situated once that's done, preferring not to be the one looming over his companion while he talks. No need for intimidation, not here. ]
I'm thinking that we're still being kept in the dark.
[ That's a long piece of input from Venom. He sighs through his nose, watching as DD contents himself with his status check on Uncle Kaz. ]
They've left bodies in their wake. Not a good sign of faith.
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[He doesn't share the sentiment he'd shared with Fareeha, that they could have just altered their memories. That his was a waste. It feels insensitive to say to someone else who was also altered for some laughable greater good (he's going to make himself angry at John all over again). But they could have just snipped that one small bit out and preserved their personalities. They could have had the option to live.]
I think we've both seen things like this before. Glad we're on the same page.
[Not that this is said...]
So I guess we gotta go with them anyway, right Boss?
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Venom's lips twitch upwards in a cynical half-smile, half-grimace. ]
Some things never change.
[ Corruption is corruption, even in space. It makes his blood boil somewhere— that venom in his veins— but it comes and goes. ]
We have no choice but to follow them. [ That's the reality of it. But wait, there's more: ] But that doesn't mean that we're gonna let them blindly utilize us.
[ 'Like dogs'. They've moved past that phase; they're diamonds, remember? ]
Whatever assets they have, we use to bolster ourselves on the side. Nothing we haven't done before.
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[Which wasn't much. He had expected the ship to hold together, and he dedicated himself to fighting with the crew.]
So we'll have to start again.
[What's new there, either?]
Maybe it'll be less filthy. [Things to look forward to, huh? But he can't shake that day he realized Skull Face had wiped out every Russian soldier in the region around Sahelanthropus's compound. That's what this feels like. What if one day they know too much?]
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What he has right now is the future to think of. Of pushing through.
He's always been a survivalist to the core. ]
Hope they have diamonds on the next planet.
[ Again, he can read Kaz's apprehensions in the lines of his face, but Venom doesn't voice them. Instead, he thumbs gently along the underside of one aviator lens, cleaning a smudge from the rim. ]
...I'm not too concerned. Got my best XO on the case.
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[He's a survivalist, but he never wanted to live destitute. He survived so much that he wanted to earn things being easier. And things were easier for a time, but they've come with being helpless.]
[Something remarkable happens, though. Like some holiday miracle, V offers him words- I'm not too concerned. Got my best XO on the case. -and Kaz glances up from the big dog heads that are resting on his knees for their pettings. Spine a little straighter, brows tilting up, it's as if the acknowledgement does a wonder of good.]
[His work on the ship has been meaningless, by and large, efforts that have gone without results worth anything. But if his work meant something to this one person? Well, that's enough.]
[Okay some results would have been good, but this is still very nice.]
Thanks, Boss. You know I'll try to get us straightened out. Started up at least. Hell, it might be a lot easier with you here. Had to do it all on my own last time.
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You won't be working alone.
[ Solidarity, reassurance. Other things that he knows now that Kaz appreciates and wants to have enunciated in words, because simplicity works. He breathes something soft, knowing, before pulling his hand away and nodding once as punctuation. ]
...Starting to miss you bossing me around, anyway.
[ A JOKE, THIS IS A JOKE... the only bit of levity they have to spare right now. ]
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[What no one saw was those radio conversations. The ones where John admitted his confusions about Tselinoyarsk, bonded over their shared hatred of the results of war, the moments where Snake called him the best man to stand by his side. The feeling of belonging that Zero destroyed when they shared their final words.]
[Venom has assured him of his place, but that's different than telling him that he's been good at it.]
I miss bossing you around, so I guess we both make out like bandits.
[It's a good joke. He's a little disappointed those hands pulled away from him, but the brief spout of pride makes up for it.]
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More than enough.
[ Venom can work with this. Can endure, can pull through. Can make sure that Kaz is safe, that he maintains his integrity as someone who's warming his double's title. Can rebuild and make sure that they go home to what matters.
He can live, and he's content to see Kaz be uplifted during the process. Like he said, that's more than enough. ]
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[Would it be such a bad thing if they had to spend a long time doing that again? If it meant keeping Snake alive, if it meant giving them a future, even if it's not one predicated for them. Either by their own machinations or someone else's.]
[What PDA he can't safely direct to V he spends on the dogs with scratching fingers under chins and behind ears.]
What do we have between us? ...Material objects, I mean.
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He doesn't entertain the notion that he won't make it back, because that seems like a betrayal. There are still parts of him bound to Ishmael, and that's still (despite some newfound misgivings) a psychological fulcrum. A keystone.
Satisfied that Kaz seems marginally less agitated, DD wanders back to Venom and rests on his haunches at Venom's feet. ]
Inventory's still the same. [ As when they were camping, he means. His Windurger, SVG-67, survival knife, dried meat. His iDroid (a glorified music player at this point), his cassette player. Paz's tapes, an electronic cigar. Survival gear gifted to the crew by the Captains as a paltry apology for the situation.
Oh, and— ] —Managed to salvage this, too. [ He reaches inside his pac-disc, and
takes out a cardboard fucking box. ]
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[There's a moment where one can tell Kaz is truly suffering because the people in which he's invested his life, his very being, fucking love their cardboard boxes. He smears his hand down the side of his face, careful of his sunglasses. Sure, okay.]
[He remembers being so enamored with Snake that, despite the onion box, despite that time he was trapped with the horrible sweat smell, he honestly considered asking him if there was room for two in one flirtatiously. (They both knew there was room for two in one, and he knew if he asked Snake would say, "Yeah, it's designed for it, you should know that", and walk off.)]
[What is his life?]
[Alright, back to the subject at hand.]
I made a list of my current possessions. I think I could give you my survival gear. [He holds out his TAB with a list brought up. It reads:
FULTON RECOVERY SYSTEM (NEEDS TO BE RESET)
STEALTH CAMO
COOKING ITEMS
ALCOHOL
BED
KINGSMAN GRENADE
TRANQUILIZER GUN
RESCUE GEAR
INSTAHEAL
MILITARY FATIGUES
COMPASS (LEADS TO MOST LOVED OBJECT/PERSON/LOCATION)
RARE COINS
UNIDENTIFIED MINERAL
FUBBLE
CLASSIC MOVIES
POTIONS (DORIAN)
VARIOUS PERSONAL ITEMS
GUITARS
and he waits for Venom to look it over.] If there's anything in there you need feel free to take it. [He'll just put it in the box.]
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Now for the rest. He takes Kaz's TAB and scrolls through the neatly-recorded inventory (completely unsurprising, how organized his XO is), and takes a gander at his possible loadout. ]
You've got the stealth camo.
[ Good to know. He continues flicking through. ]
'Kingsman grenade'?
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[Obvious he's dodging around the subject of those grenades. It's less that he wants to keep secrets from his CO, and more that he wants to be fair by the person that gave them to him.]
But yeah, I got some stealth camo. Thought we'd be needing it, but I've not really needed to use any yet. I'd be glad to pass them onto you. I'm pretty sure we can eventually find a better drop location for the fultons, too.
[Kaz tips his head back, looking tiredly up at the ceiling, trying to think if he has anything else he can share.] What music do you still have? [Somehow he makes it seem important. There's not a lot of things from home they can enjoy now. Who knows what they'll have when they go. If he knew how Chico had felt...]
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I'll take it.
[ Is his simple conclusion about the stealth camo, before he pulls up a fold-out chair from the fray and settles down as close to Kaz as he can manage with the dogs in the way. He has the music he'd pilfered from Afghanistan and Africa stored onto his iDroid, but he only has one real physical music cassette— that's the one he plays as he tucks one earbud into his XO's ear (the other already attached to his own self) and adjusts the volume.
The song begins with that familiar click, and a second or two of white noise.
Midge Ure filters through the groan of synthesizers, low and meandering:
"—We passed upon the stair, we spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there, he said I was his friend—" ]
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[They've traipsed through a wasteland and ship battles and somehow he thinks they've found more of it than they have in their recent years.]
[He presses his finger to the earbud and leans in, nearly close enough to bump foreheads, and listens. Luckily it's not abrasive and he enjoys it, not quite as much as he does Diamond Dogs but quite a bit, and he focuses on that other than voices in the background.]
[At least they'll have this one little taste of home on that other mysterious side.]