[ 'It doesn't matter what state I'm in,' she thinks, 'it's going to be depressing and painful either way.' It's not like she would say that even if she could. All of the feelings she thought she'd let go of bubble up. Yes, there is anger and hurt and sadness. But the most overwhelming feeling is of hope. Death never relinquishes someone but, in this case, it feels like death had broken its oath.
No matter what happened, Ana is alive. They have time together. Lena, more than anyone, knows how important time is.
Speaking of which-- does everyone know? Reinhardt and Angie and the others? Lena can't speak yet, but the paralysis is slowly wearing off. Now she can raise her eyebrows questioningly. She's not sure if Ana will understand, but it's the best she can do.
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No matter what happened, Ana is alive. They have time together. Lena, more than anyone, knows how important time is.
Speaking of which-- does everyone know? Reinhardt and Angie and the others? Lena can't speak yet, but the paralysis is slowly wearing off. Now she can raise her eyebrows questioningly. She's not sure if Ana will understand, but it's the best she can do.
'Do the others know?' ]