soldiergenes: (and i don't wanna be a proud man)
Solid Snake ([personal profile] soldiergenes) wrote in [community profile] thisavrou_log 2016-10-11 04:22 pm (UTC)

[ It's definitely disturbing, the sort of thing that makes you want to look over your shoulder no matter where you go. Granted, Snake had already been doing that, but this makes the rightful paranoia about ten times worse. All of it feels theoretical or faraway in the moment, though. That's something that can be dealt with whenever he gets back home. Snake doesn't question the way that he isn't as worked up by it as he would be normally.

He makes a low humming noise at Angela's question. Like everything, it has a more complicated answer than it should. ]
I ended up on a mission for another reason and took part in corrupting one of their larger AI systems in the process. We've... still got a long way to go, though.

[ The Patriots' influence is so all-encompassing that unraveling every last part of it almost seems like an impossible task, especially for a two-person team like him and Otacon. They may be good, but are they this good? Snake has no idea if they'll succeed or not, but he's going to try anyway. There's no better goal to devote his life to, no other good reason for him to keep breathing in light of everything that he's done. He may be a soldier (a killer), but if he can find a way to put those skills toward something good, then he can justify his decision to keep going.

All of this serious talk is getting exhausting, but there's at least one more thing that Snake has to tell Angela. Well, he doesn't have to, but she asked and it's a lot more relevant to their time here on the ship. ]
Ahab and I had a confrontation, something that happened in my past but that's still to come for him. I told him about it, and he took it surprisingly well, but... [ He pauses and shakes his head. It wouldn't feel right to go make himself comfortable with a man he's killed. ]

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