[ Hey, he tried to point you in the right directions but unfortunately he didn't know Banner well enough to push the issue. He was, however, well aware of Andyr's issues with doctors, which was a reason to not push the issue.
And perhaps, the memory of why he understood Andyr's issues and the events surrounding the younger man's intake, was part of why the next words left his mouth. Instead of staying in his head, where they belonged. ]
Since it helps me keep busy. The more I keep busy, the less I dwell on the pros of eating my gun.
[ The words don't come out dramatically, nor do they come out flippantly either. It is a direct and flat, honest answer to the question.
Though he pauses briefly as if just realizing he'd said them aloud. ]
Fuck.
[ That word was muttered and he covered it up with aggressive sorting and stuffing of laundry. Body language now all but screaming, just let a man do the laundry in peace, okay? ]
cw: reference to suicidal thoughts
And perhaps, the memory of why he understood Andyr's issues and the events surrounding the younger man's intake, was part of why the next words left his mouth. Instead of staying in his head, where they belonged. ]
Since it helps me keep busy. The more I keep busy, the less I dwell on the pros of eating my gun.
[ The words don't come out dramatically, nor do they come out flippantly either. It is a direct and flat, honest answer to the question.
Though he pauses briefly as if just realizing he'd said them aloud. ]
Fuck.
[ That word was muttered and he covered it up with aggressive sorting and stuffing of laundry. Body language now all but screaming, just let a man do the laundry in peace, okay? ]