There are only a few people Rey would want to find her at this moment, and Sideswipe happens to be one of them. She can feel tears starting in her eyes, but doesn't let them fall. She's spent too much time being angry for the past week to start crying now.

A cracking laugh escapes her throat and she falls to her knees in the dirt, exhaustion finally starting to take over. She'd been doing so well.

"Sounds like it'd be embarrassing. But yeah, I really do."