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thisavrou_log2016-06-30 11:02 am
warandpeace) wrote in thisavrou_log2016-06-30 11:02 am
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Who: Kazuhira Miller | Solid Snake
When: During the IC planning week for the June Event.
Where: Solid Snake's room
What: Mate tea, a sick Snake, the story of how his master lost an arm and a leg, and Miller asking about why Snake killed Big Boss.
Warnings: Discussion of torture
[It's been two weeks at least since he saw Big Boss fall in the Training Sim Room, since he failed to resuscitate him, and Miller at this point is guessing the efforts at revival aren't going to work. That has to be the case, because no one else that he's heard of has taken that long. Kaz knows, realistically, he'd already taken the last step in losing his friend the moment that he and Big Boss discussed the future, when he tried to dissuade him from his future mistakes. When he told him what his own new plan was. He even wondered on and off if this would generally be better for the world. That doesn't mean that seeing the heart of a man he loved stop twice is anything that would ever settle well with him.]
[There are two Snakes left aboard. One his future student. One a man that'll probably kill him. But like the Boss said; their enemies are human beings, capable of changing allegiances, feelings. An enemy today could be a friend tomorrow and vice versa. Words that Miller himself never heard outside of the vague concept he and Big Boss shared. At one time, Miller more vibrantly embraced, when he was a brighter man, radiated like the sun, who loved the future and felt his past could build him rather than break him. Before he became a black hole of depression and rage, struggling to let any light shine out. The twins, both of them, are the only future he has left.]
[Especially this one. When Miller had arrived, he had no hope, no future, no home, no friends (that he knew of). But then there was Snake who looked at him like he was the world. In that moment Miller realized he had one single glimmer of hope, there was a future where he'd be respected and loved as a mentor. In one look, he could find the straggling strands of an ambition outside of "make the people who hurt me suffer".]
[He's only a year older than this Snake, but this is still his student, this is still his chance at a decent future, and that's why he shows up at his room to deliver a capped cup of mate tea and discuss plans relating to the attack and make sure he's doing okay. He has a cup of his own, so he thumps the door with his foot. His leg aches again, but it's nice to go around without the crutch. He's gotten used to it.]
When: During the IC planning week for the June Event.
Where: Solid Snake's room
What: Mate tea, a sick Snake, the story of how his master lost an arm and a leg, and Miller asking about why Snake killed Big Boss.
Warnings: Discussion of torture
[It's been two weeks at least since he saw Big Boss fall in the Training Sim Room, since he failed to resuscitate him, and Miller at this point is guessing the efforts at revival aren't going to work. That has to be the case, because no one else that he's heard of has taken that long. Kaz knows, realistically, he'd already taken the last step in losing his friend the moment that he and Big Boss discussed the future, when he tried to dissuade him from his future mistakes. When he told him what his own new plan was. He even wondered on and off if this would generally be better for the world. That doesn't mean that seeing the heart of a man he loved stop twice is anything that would ever settle well with him.]
[There are two Snakes left aboard. One his future student. One a man that'll probably kill him. But like the Boss said; their enemies are human beings, capable of changing allegiances, feelings. An enemy today could be a friend tomorrow and vice versa. Words that Miller himself never heard outside of the vague concept he and Big Boss shared. At one time, Miller more vibrantly embraced, when he was a brighter man, radiated like the sun, who loved the future and felt his past could build him rather than break him. Before he became a black hole of depression and rage, struggling to let any light shine out. The twins, both of them, are the only future he has left.]
[Especially this one. When Miller had arrived, he had no hope, no future, no home, no friends (that he knew of). But then there was Snake who looked at him like he was the world. In that moment Miller realized he had one single glimmer of hope, there was a future where he'd be respected and loved as a mentor. In one look, he could find the straggling strands of an ambition outside of "make the people who hurt me suffer".]
[He's only a year older than this Snake, but this is still his student, this is still his chance at a decent future, and that's why he shows up at his room to deliver a capped cup of mate tea and discuss plans relating to the attack and make sure he's doing okay. He has a cup of his own, so he thumps the door with his foot. His leg aches again, but it's nice to go around without the crutch. He's gotten used to it.]