[ Or did you do that to yourself?

That makes J's stomach drop. It's hard to breathe and for a moment, she swears that her heart stops beating.]

It's not twisted! [ She suddenly shouts, clenching her hands to fist so tightly that her knuckles turns white. ]

I'm not-- don't say things like that! You weren't even there! [It must be her fault. She's the perverted freak of nature, the one who hurt others and caused so much trouble. There must be a reason why her aunt and grandparents didn't come and get her from the orphanage but instead let her stay there, confused and scared.]

You know what I'm like, I don't care who it is I'm with. I didn't even give a shit about the mercenaries.