Would you rather none of it had ever happened at all?
[There are a lot of things he wishes he had never experienced. He doesn't know how that would have made things different, but he imagines that it would have been a blessing not to watch his mother murdered in front of him.
Being in this place, though, that's something he wouldn't want to change, even if it's something he has to leave behind. Even if all he has are memories. Most of them aren't such bad memories to have.]
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[There are a lot of things he wishes he had never experienced. He doesn't know how that would have made things different, but he imagines that it would have been a blessing not to watch his mother murdered in front of him.
Being in this place, though, that's something he wouldn't want to change, even if it's something he has to leave behind. Even if all he has are memories. Most of them aren't such bad memories to have.]