[He makes a face in turn. Sorry for not adhering to your pedantic terms, Chara, god.]

I want to--do better. [He smiles, a bit self-deprecatingly. There's no way to say this that doesn't sound ridiculous.] I want to help. I just want--everyone, all people, my people to be able to live in peace. Anything that's in my power to make it happen, I want to do it. To make the world a little bit better any way I can. That's all I've ever wanted.

[He pauses, and looks away, and--shrugs, almost sheepishly.]

You can think of that what you want of that. It's true.