[Do you just spend your entire life searching for some reason to be something other than what you are? Do you just spend every day muddling to find some purpose, some scrap of evidence that you haven't ruined everything in your vicinity? Is that not simply its own form of denial? They accepted it. They accepted what they are! That's - that's what they're supposed to do.]
Then...
[The question forms with difficulty. It tastes bitter, like acid stuck to the roof of their mouth.]
How is one meant to find out?
[And how does one go about finding out, when every failure to do so will be so catastrophic?]
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[So what, then?]
[Is that it?]
[Do you just spend your entire life searching for some reason to be something other than what you are? Do you just spend every day muddling to find some purpose, some scrap of evidence that you haven't ruined everything in your vicinity? Is that not simply its own form of denial? They accepted it. They accepted what they are! That's - that's what they're supposed to do.]
Then...
[The question forms with difficulty. It tastes bitter, like acid stuck to the roof of their mouth.]
How is one meant to find out?
[And how does one go about finding out, when every failure to do so will be so catastrophic?]