[Once things get this far, you know what happens next. You know what happens next. And the only thing you can do is not struggle, is not FIGHT, and just hold as still as possible until it's all over. Go limp. Deadweight. Bite into the scored walls of your cheeks, holding away the bright spring of something hot and wet so it doesn't pool out and overflow.]
[As still as possible. If you don't struggle, it won't hurt as much. If you're cuter, monsters won't hit you as hard.]
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[As still as possible. If you don't struggle, it won't hurt as much. If you're cuter, monsters won't hit you as hard.]
[But that doesn't slow the trembling.]