[Something rattles up through his spine, a weird, sick sensation that isn't quite fear. Apprehension, maybe. He has a sudden sense that he's treading the line of something dangerous, something that he can't undo if he continues forward.
There is comfort in ignorance, and for a moment he considers staying in it. But he's never been able to do that. It's what will eventually kill him, he figures.
Whatever this is, this trap he's about to spring, he can't just walk away from. It will eat at him forever if he does.
It doesn't have to be what he thinks it is. He just wants the truth. Maybe Chara is wrong. Maybe they're all wrong.]
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There is comfort in ignorance, and for a moment he considers staying in it. But he's never been able to do that. It's what will eventually kill him, he figures.
Whatever this is, this trap he's about to spring, he can't just walk away from. It will eat at him forever if he does.
It doesn't have to be what he thinks it is. He just wants the truth. Maybe Chara is wrong. Maybe they're all wrong.]
Where is she now?