[ He can't face this, and Solas feels shame and frustration settle inside of him as he tries to wrap his mind around it and allow himself to move forward. This is a choice he had been certain of, a choice that he had decided - and it was not an easy course. He had researched everything, he had looked into all the possible options, considered everything, but there was no other choice. The Veil would come down and Thedas would suffer for it.
That is a choice he would not have to live with, but... The elvhen people would prosper. That is the only thing that keeps him going, that keeps him moving one foot in front of another, even if he can barely live with his own guilt. ]
Yes.
[ Does Neriel think that he had not debated this very matter? That he had not considered it, or dwelled on it, or thought on it? Did he believe that he was simply blind to the obvious? It's not that Solas cannot live in this world, as tranquil as it is - he had, and had proven it with his service to the Inquisition. He simply could not allow it to remain as it was. ]
There is nothing you can say that I have not already considered myself. There will be no changing my course.
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That is a choice he would not have to live with, but... The elvhen people would prosper. That is the only thing that keeps him going, that keeps him moving one foot in front of another, even if he can barely live with his own guilt. ]
Yes.
[ Does Neriel think that he had not debated this very matter? That he had not considered it, or dwelled on it, or thought on it? Did he believe that he was simply blind to the obvious? It's not that Solas cannot live in this world, as tranquil as it is - he had, and had proven it with his service to the Inquisition. He simply could not allow it to remain as it was. ]
There is nothing you can say that I have not already considered myself. There will be no changing my course.