[Declan was hoping Ronan would never mess around with that stuff either and yet here they are, with Ronan having done drugs with Jesse. Declan wants to understand it somehow, he really does, but it's not something he can easily let go of just like that]

I know you don't. But when the people around you might, things get complicated.

[The comparison isn't completely fair, it's true, but Declan is trying to get his point across. Later he might amend it, but for now it's all just a little too fresh]

Yeah. Dad's will. But we don't have that here and Ronan and I are doing a lot better. [Matthew is right though, that's what it seems like] It was for the better this last time. Coming here, I mean. We won't have to leave again if I can help it.