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Peter Maximoff ([personal profile] takeitslow) wrote in [community profile] thisavrou_log2017-03-24 01:31 am

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Who: Wanda Maximoff (CRAU) and Peter Maximoff
When: Late March
Where: Region 1; Kauto
What: Wanda and Peter meet up to awkwardly discuss alternate universe stuff.
Warnings: None


After he wakes back up from medical, the first thing Peter does is check in with everyone at the mansion to makes sure the Wanda he knew is still there. The second is send a message to his other sister, the one he's not so sure would like him calling her that.

Sorry about disappearing. I can explain if you're still willing to meet. I'm at the train station in 1.

I really did want to hear what you had to say.



He waits out by the edge of the region, near the En-Line station, to see if she'll show. He'd been worried by the way she'd been acting before. He hopes her sudden openness from those weeks ago hasn't changed.

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-03-24 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Wanda was back on Kauto temporarily -- she'd been on an archaeological expedition that one of her friendly neighbours had set her up with because of her skills with earth and stone, but she'd come back to take delivery of some pruned material for building her house, and to take care of some other trading business that had built up in her absence. Inquiries answered, opportunities presented...

She stared at Peter's message when she received it, barely believing it; she'd filed him away under "cruel joke" when they hadn't managed to meet up the first time. She wasn't sure whether it was a cruel joke of the universe or a cruel joke of the one calling himself Maximoff, though.

And now it looked like she had a chance to find out. There was never any chance of her not going; she tried to finish up stacking the wood and other material she'd claimed first, but that took too long. She'd have to do it later, she decided.

The train trip gave her a little time to gather herself, but as the train pulled into the station in Region 1, she was tense and uncertain, all of her senses extended. Not intrusive, but she'd learned a great deal about passively absorbing the surface information about a crowd, just in case.

She'd been alone, she'd been a fugitive more than once, she'd survived alone in a galaxy full of dangers, and then in a city where everyone was at least potentially against her; not trusting situations like this was not just habit. It had saved her life.

She took in the normality of the crowd for a full minute, then finally gathered herself and stepped off, looking around for Peter. Catching sight of him, she approached slowly to give herself another moment or two.

Now that she was here, she found herself strangely reluctant. She had no idea what was going to happen, and though she stared, the sight of Peter didn't tell her much.

She forced herself forward.

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-03-25 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Wanda smiled a little -- most people didn't go around admitting to being an asshole to other people. At least she wasn't the only one who found this meeting nerve-wracking, and at least she thought, now that he'd spoken, that she could at least stop worrying about the worst sorts of traps and jokes. He seemed sincere.

"But I don't want you to shut up," she pointed out reasonably. "I want you to tell me everything."

She glanced around. She didn't mind crowds, but a loud and constantly moving train station crowd wasn't the most conducive atmosphere for the aforementioned tell all.

They could go somewhere in the city and get something to eat as Peter had suggested weeks ago, but Wanda thought she spotted a closer, easier option. There was a blocked off platform with a portion of a train -- no engine -- just sitting there. It wasn't a high-speed train like most of the others, it was elaborately decorated with murals and names with exclamation points and looked more like it was for leisurely sightseeing trips. And on top of one of the cars was what looked like an observation platform, open except for some railings.

"Do you want to go over there to talk?" she asked. Never mind the big signs in front of it saying not to enter that platform. "No one will notice."

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-03-26 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
"People just sort of stop," Wanda repeated, trying not to be horrified. He said it so casually, but it sounded like either a terrible disease or --

Wanda put that thought on hold while she dodged around the no entry signs, concentrating on making sure that no one would notice. The crowd suddenly seemed oppressive to her, too many people, too busy. She was happy to leave them behind.

She crossed the empty space at a measured pace, in a little bubble of silence. She jumped down into the track area and didn't say anything until she was on the other side of the train, out of general sight. It would be easier to get where they were going this way anyway.

She looked up, at the train, at the observation deck sticking out a few cars ahead. She didn't look anywhere else, but she knew Peter was there.

"The last place I was, before here," she said carefully. "It wasn't really...whole. Everything looked fine on the surface, and it was easy to forget, but sometimes everything was just..." She felt cold. After a moment she shook her head. "But there was no use wondering about it. Is this place like that?"

She'd wondered when she heard there were two of her, but had managed to put it out of her mind until now. No use wondering about it...

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-03-31 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Was that what it had been like?

They'd reached the train car with the observation deck above, but Wanda no longer felt like observing. She leaned a shoulder against the train instead, finally looking at Peter.

"There are always things that one can't control," she said. She looked past Peter, her eyes unfocused. "Wars. Rifts in space and time. Space ships that break and leave you stranded in the empty dark. People who die and leave you to live without them, and people who have been dead who tell you from their own experience not to try to mess with death, even if you find a way. I don't like it, but ... that's life. I guess maybe ... people stopping ... is like that." It was a new one to her, that was all. She needed a moment to adjust.

But that wasn't exactly what filled her with dread.

"The city I was in, though, it wasn't just things happening or people appearing and disappearing. It was... nothing stayed the same, nothing was certain, not even that cause preceded effect. There was no anchor of truth in the whole city. I think someone told me that reality was being destroyed and stitched back together in new patterns out of left over scraps, but ... it was also easy to forget, and just live there like you belonged and it all made sense, and then you'd realize that the store you were in hadn't ever been there before, even though it was you favorite, or that you were not the same-- And then maybe you'd forget again."

She laughed, because that sounded so ridiculous. "It was better being there than trying to explain it. Moments have a reality that memory doesn't. And some of it must have been real. Chaotic reality."

She shook her head back and forth, as if she could deny -- her memories? Never. Not one of them. She laughed again, because she thought that she sounded crazy, but she wouldn't give that up either. Then she went very still, thinking. Was chaotic reality so different from hell planets and people stopping for no reason? But perhaps there was a reason, and it was only that no one had discovered it yet.

"I think maybe things are a little better here," she said eventually. "So long as this reality isn't being strained to destruction because there are too many Wandas. If I cannot be on my colony, I like it here."

But this wasn't what she'd come here to talk to Peter about. "And to think that I was going to talk to you about you," she said, as lightly as she could. It seemed funny now, but maybe everything seemed funny now. Funny amusing and funny strange, both at the same time. "I was going to ask you to tell me about yourself, and why you would think to be my brother, just because we share a surname..." Conscientiously, some of her amusement fading, she added, because it was on her mind now, "And about me. I was going to ask you to tell me about me, too."

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-04-02 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
The problem for Wanda was that she couldn't look at Peter and see her brother. She wondered if there was a trick to it, some hidden resemblance that the other Wanda saw that Wanda herself was blind to. Or maybe it was all the time she had spent hoarding the memory of Pietro, every detail...

She watched Peter, nodding along, saying a few words in the right places -- "It sounds weird... I think every terrible thing has its own unique signature, you can know but you can't know" (her gaze was distant) and "No, not fair..." (it was a relief that he believed her) and "I suppose I didn't really manage to deal, just play the hand I was dealt" (still finding the subject unduly amusing) -- but part of her was holding back, assessing. She noticed how he assumed that a Peter and a Pietro are the same kind of quality as two Wandas, her eyes widened a little when he talked about a speedster, powers... She tripped mentally over the use of the word "human" in that way -- what else but human?

When he said he was glad she was here, that touched her, though. Her expression softened, and for just a moment, she could almost imagine that he was her brother. Not her brother Pietro, but maybe if she'd had a younger brother who she'd never met...

This offer of family, it was what she'd come for, even if she didn't exactly believe in it. She needed it.

She just didn't know if she could accept it. In a way, family was easier than any of the other relationships Wanda had tried to negotiate since leaving her first universe behind. Other Avengers... when she'd never really been an Avenger, not long enough to count. She'd felt like an imposter, and there had always been expectations...

Family would be different, wouldn't it? Family wasn't about goals, family just was. But Peter talked about the other Wanda "meeting" the Avengers, and Wanda wondered. The word was so innocuous, the acts taken against them -- she and Pietro hadn't held anything back in their plan against the Avengers. Did Peter know that? Was it even true for the other Wanda? It sounded like there were many many possibilities in the multiverse.

It made Wanda's head hurt, and the temptation to take up Peter's offer to go deep into his mind and find the truth was strong. Not that she needed permission -- not that anyone had ever given her permission before, except her brother...

Wanda's throat tightened. "Peter."

The rest of what she might have said stuck in her throat, because she wanted to trust him and she actually wanted him to trust her. And he did, it was in everything he said. He probably shouldn't, but she didn't want to push and push until she found the point where that trust broke.

And yet.

She closed her eyes; she couldn't look at him and say this.

"If you pretend to be my brother and then betray me, I will destroy you."

Truth.

Ever since she got here, truth had been slipping out on her, a little here, a little there, things she might once have tried to hide. She was so tired of hiding and surviving.

But this was past even that.

Truth could be a weapon. One of these days, Wanda thought hers might turn in her hand, and cut her to the heart.

"You should know what you are doing, talking to me, before we go too deep," she added tiredly. She kept her eyes closed.

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-04-04 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
With her eyes closed, Wanda couldn't see Peter's movements or his nods, but she could still sense him. The tone of his voice and the feelings at the surface of his mind... The way he wasn't running away from her, even though she'd said the truth as clearly as she knew how to say it.

Even now, she wasn't sure he understood how big this thing was inside her, the longing for family -- not to replace Pietro, never that, but family -- and the certain knowledge of what she would do if this wasn't what it seemed. For a long time she'd tried to deny her capacity for revenge; she'd thought she'd learned her lesson, that she knew better. And maybe she had. She was a different person from the inflexible, idealistic woman who thought she had the right to change the world no matter the price -- she'd learned to see prices -- but if it came to it, Wanda knew she could still destroy.

She felt shaky with that knowledge, with the force of that side of herself she'd thought was gone or changed beyond recognition. But nothing was ever gone.

But Peter had accepted that -- and he wanted to be her brother. A younger brother she'd never known...

Even if it was a trick... (It could be a trick. Even with Wanda's abilities, she'd met people who could equal or exceed her powers, and she'd seen reality change around her. Anything could be anything, that was hard to forget.) ...no matter what it was, she'd always have this. He'd accepted this, agreed to it.

"Okay," Wanda said.

One younger brother...one American younger brother. What a strange idea. She felt strangely empty, holding that thought in stillness inside her, as the twisted and knotted "No"s, the certainties of rejection unfurled into blank acceptance.

She opened her eyes, looked at Peter quizzically.

"Umm." There were still things that she needed to know. Her mind felt mired in a hollow uncertainty of something new, but she had to say something. "So you have powers too?"

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-04-08 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'd like to see a demonstration of your powers," Wanda said. She probably would compare them with Pietro's, but she had this all sorted out now, Peter not Pietro, no matter what anyone else might think, and the most important things about Pietro to Wanda were not his powers, so she was even able to venture a tiny smile as she said it. Something new.

"I suppose that you know what I do," she added. She held up her hand, let a tiny bit of red gather at her fingertip. Then with a flick of her fingers the red spot shot up to eye level and burst like a firework, with a tiny pop instead of a bang, and an expanding ball of miniscule flames that sizzled and then dispersed.

"Parlor tricks," she said, watching him closely. "Among other things..."

She frowned, thinking about what else Peter had said. "Your sisters are human...and you are a mutant. Do you think you're not human?" A beat. "Do you think I'm not human?" She didn't like that thought very much.

She flicked little bits of red, very deliberately, at some pebbles on the ground in front of her, just knocking them around, to prove that... What was she trying to prove? But it was one thing to say, yes, let us be brother and sister, and it was another thing to actually feel comfortable talking about these things that had been hidden for so long with someone she barely knew. Even though everything she could sense told her this was okay. Even though she knew that she had no secrets anyway, because the other Wanda had told them all.

Assuming the other Wanda was really so much like her, that all the secrets were the same. And that Wanda had actually told the truth. It wasn't easy, telling the truth.

"Can you tell me ... about Wanda?" There were many things she wanted to know, but her questions about the Avengers and things that had happened away from this world could wait. Maybe forever, because if the other Wanda's secrets weren't the same as her secrets, then she had no right to them. But there were other things she did need to know, if she was going to live here--

"I need to know..." how much she's really like me ... "What other people from your ship are going to see when they look at me. How much they know...about powers...and anything else that could affect me...

"I haven't come across many Moirans, so far, but that might not always be the case. And perhaps your Wanda is not so very similar to me after all--" She wondered, briefly, if it would be better or worse to be closer or farther-- "But perhaps not everyone will know that..."

[personal profile] witchweird 2017-04-12 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Wanda blinked a couple of times. A few seconds, a couple of blocks... She knew that kind of speed, she knew how it worked and what it felt like, but it had been a long time. She picked the fruit out of Peter's hand, smiling but feeling strangely melancholy. It took her a moment to figure out why; her thoughts went to Pietro, of course, but it was nothing to do with Pietro, at least, not exactly.

But when Peter sped away, and back again, she hadn't sensed any disturbances in the area, no cries of startlement, no one could have seen much if anything of him. It was like the wind had passed and brought her a piece of fruit. It was amazing.

Her smile turned a little brighter, thinking about it.

"You're so good at it," she said.

Her smile slipped a little as the memory at the back of her mind came a little clearer. Her first experience with powers had been chaotic, and she and Pietro had only survived because they'd found ways to use their developing powers to support each other. No one else in their cohort had been so lucky. Wanda wondered if Peter's expertise was learned or innate. Either way, seeing that skill in someone who wasn't Pietro, seeing it work, not some terrible uncontrollable power... "I have wondered what would have happened if there were more of us, if everyone else hadn't died," she said softly. "Maybe your way, from birth..."

She imagined a gentle learning process, in step with the rest of the developments of childhood. Her American brother. So different. So many dangers avoided.

Though she still didn't like this "mutant" label he kept talking about. Not normal. Not human.

"I do not understand it. If your Wanda is your twin--" Wanda shook her head. "You can't be a different species from your twin. It cannot be." Twins had a special meaning to Wanda, but even if it wasn't a matter of twins... "How can you be a separate species from your family?"

But she knew the answer, when she stopped to think about it. "They are misusing words, in order to make an argument." A moment later, and she said, not quite as certain, but it seemed to make sense of the situation as described. "It is an argument of fear."

She shook her head again. Maybe not so much better after all, in mutant America.

In that frame of mind, listening to Peter talk about the things that the other Wanda had done here, she held herself very still. She'd already known this, really. She'd known it since the moment that Peter had casually said she could get into his mind... so this was only confirmation.

The only thing that surprised her was that Peter said that many people would defend the other Wanda, because they liked her. She believed what he said -- about the other Wanda. The other Wanda must truly be a good person, to have so many defenders...

A sideways swipe of her gaze was the only sign she gave that she had her doubts about some of the rest -- she knew that she herself was not so easily likeable. Not so unambiguously good. She knew that just a few minutes ago, she had been threatening to destroy Peter, even if he seemed to have forgotten.

She decided that Peter was an optimist.