[ it does still feel temporary for him, but this is andyr admitting he wishes it could be more. that he wants to belong at ronan's side for as long as he can. he's getting greedy, he knows, but if he was lucky enough to find ronan lynch and adam parrish at all, perhaps, just maybe, he can be lucky enough to keep them.
andyr kisses him with all that pressed into his lips, in the sharp, shaking inhale he takes in, and the hands at his cheeks that want to hold him close and never let go. ]
I love you. [ an aching whisper, when ronan tells him he'd follow him, and it's like telling someone you'd walk with them into hell. that's what it would be, for ronan, if even a single person learned about his abilities. not even the entire resistance could keep ronan safe, if the houses new something like him existed. taking ronan into his world would mean truly damning him, to a fact likely worse than even andyr'd suffered. ] I can't take you there.
[ he adores him, so very much, for the willingness to do it, but he can't let him follow. not while still claiming to love him. ]
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andyr kisses him with all that pressed into his lips, in the sharp, shaking inhale he takes in, and the hands at his cheeks that want to hold him close and never let go. ]
I love you. [ an aching whisper, when ronan tells him he'd follow him, and it's like telling someone you'd walk with them into hell. that's what it would be, for ronan, if even a single person learned about his abilities. not even the entire resistance could keep ronan safe, if the houses new something like him existed. taking ronan into his world would mean truly damning him, to a fact likely worse than even andyr'd suffered. ] I can't take you there.
[ he adores him, so very much, for the willingness to do it, but he can't let him follow. not while still claiming to love him. ]
Just wait for me, okay? I'll come back for you.