[ it isn't a surprising truth. he'd known this about ronan before they'd started this, they both had, and still, they did it. cruel, really, on his and adam's part, but here they are. ronan sits up, and andyr wants to curl around him, scooting closer, at least, to feel his warmth and soak it up. he talks about himself like he's something wrong, and andyr's never been able to understand that. not when he's seen what humans are left in the world. how anything about him could be called evil, andyr just can't understand. ]

You have a kinder, brighter soul than anyone I've known. [ andyr tells him, thumb caressing over ronan's cheek, as he leans in to touch their foreheads together. ] Wherever you go, I wanna go with you.

[ hell included. it isn't as if he hasn't already lived through man's best attempt to recreate it on earth. if those are the souls that make it to heaven, though, and ronan is the one that's damned, andyr'd rather follow him there. ]

I love you. [ andyr whispers to him, and wraps his arms around ronan's sides, squeezing up against him. swallowing thick, it takes a moment or two, but he eventually tells him. ] I'm sorry we did this to you.