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january event log
Who: Everyone
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Let them in, and take them out."
|
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It feels...
[Ronan's voice is unsteady, his throat tight. Soft gasps interrupt every other word:]
It's a warm place. And you're taking me in like I can't get away, like it's... We're one thing now. Not you and me anymore. Just us. You're holding me inside you. It's the only place I've ever wanted to be.
[The pleasure of it ripples through every muscle in his body. There is not just one part of him inside Adam. He's being consumed. One hand slides around to the small of Adam's back, angling him so that Ronan can bury himself deeper. It's becoming difficult to suppress himself. He's moving faster than he probably should.]
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He loves him so much that he really doesn't think he has much of a life left if he lost him. He'd keep going but it wouldn't mean anything without him. ]
I love you. [ He whispers, his words never as poetic as Ronan's, they didn't really need to be. Ronan is poetic enough for both of them. But god, he loves him so much. A quiet gasp slips out of Adam when the other shifts their bodies, feeling him deeper, the movements faster and he knows that Ronan's going to come.
He doesn't want it to end, what if they never get this chance again? He presses his lips to Ronan's after searching them out, kissing him needily. Somehow, in the face of this moment starting to come to a close, knowing it's impending makes him feel scared and vulnerable in a way he maybe should have felt more acutely when Ronan was first fingering him and then pushing inside of him.
It's the impending loss of that that exposes something fragile in himself that he's not sure what to do with. ]
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Isn't there a way for this to last forever? He meets Adam's lips with a desperate kiss, tongue probing and pushing into him as if there isn't enough of him inside Adam. If there was ever a moment for some miracle of magic, this should be it. Let him turn into light, let him make a home in Adam's heart, let him live inside Adam's veins so that he can stop existing so pointlessly separate from what he loves most. He wants to die right here, right now. He should never have to feel anything other than this.
When he comes, his cry is stifled into Adam's mouth. His body seizes and his hands squeeze at Adam, losing control of themselves, too slippery to hold onto any part of him but trying nonetheless. His cock pulses as he explodes into Adam, filling him with wet heat, and his mind is a white-out of the purest and most intense pleasure. The kiss breaks as Ronan gasps for breath, a whimpering ah-ah escaping on each exhale. His hips jerk reflexively with a few final shudders, until he's totally spent, and then he sags against Adam with his eyes still squeezed shut. As if he's agonized. As if he's fighting back tears.]
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It's an odd sensation, feeling Ronan come inside of him, feeling the way his hips jerk, his cock doing the same inside and god, Ronan's pleasure is beautiful, even more beautiful than the other times he's seen it. Ronan can't hold the kiss and even that is beautiful to Adam, watching him lose himself in that orgasm.
He wraps his arms around his shoulders, burying his face in his neck and he loves this boy so much that it hurts and he's scared now that it's over, that fear of losing this closeness. He hates a little bit how weak he feels in that vulnerability, scared to show it at all aside from the way he's clinging close to Ronan. ]
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I love you.
[He's breathless, his hands climbing Adam's body until they have him by the cheeks. Gently, he directs Adam's mouth to his own, kissing him again with the sloppy clumsiness of someone drunk on joy.]
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[He says it back even though his voice is thicker than usual. He doesn't relent his tight hold on Ronan and he's glad that he's not moving yet even if its inevitable that it will happen.
Adam hopes Ronan can't see the state he's in that he's trying to hide when hepis head is raised. He closes his eyes as he kisses him back. His kiss is still desperate as it had been, but he thinks the sloppiness in Ronan's covers it. ]
I don't want you to have to move.
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[And he'll stubbornly remain until he can't anymore. The tone of Adam's words doesn't escape him, however. He must have hurt Adam. Inevitable, really. But he still won't move until Adam tells him to. Ronan drags a few more kisses over his cheek, bringing his mouth close to Adam's good ear.]
Are you okay?
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It's not going to feel right when you're not... We're not... [He's bad with expressing these things, with baring the vulnerabilities to Ronan.
His fingers reach up wet as the press to the back of Ronan's head holding him near his ear. He loves him so much.]
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[Ronan feels the same. His fingers stroke Adam's face before sliding down to grip him in kind, holding him so that they're cheek-to-cheek, thumbs caressing Adam's jaw.]
I don't want to be separate from you. Ever. I can't believe we ever have to be apart.
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We could do it again... Anytime.. [He still thinks Ronan might say no.]