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thisavrou_log2017-01-03 09:25 pm
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Entry tags:
- *event,
- agents of shield: daisy johnson,
- all about j: j,
- danger days killjoys: the girl,
- dogs bullets & carnage: badou nails,
- dogs bullets & carnage: nill,
- dragon age: anders,
- dragon age: fenris (crau),
- dragon age: varric tethras,
- guilty gear: venom,
- marvel 616: laura kinney,
- mcu: bucky barnes (crau),
- mcu: stephen strange,
- mcu: wanda maximoff,
- metal gear: kazuhira miller,
- metal gear: solid snake,
- metal gear: venom snake,
- mushishi: ginko,
- overwatch: angela "mercy" ziegler,
- overwatch: jesse mccree,
- overwatch: mei-ling zhou,
- overwatch: reinhardt wilhelm,
- overwatch: soldier 76,
- star wars: rey,
- the raven cycle: adam parrish,
- the raven cycle: ronan lynch,
- tron: rinzler (crau),
- tron: yori (crau),
- uncharted: harry flynn,
- undertale: chara dreemurr,
- x-men movies: james "logan" howlet,
- x-men movies: kurt wagner,
- x-men movies: peter maximoff
january event log
Who: Everyone
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Let them in, and take them out."
|
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Something's changing since we came through the Gate.
[He turns his head to kiss Adam's palm, then props himself up on his elbows to look into Adam's eyes.]
I didn't dream about Cabeswater. I dreamt about this place, but Cabeswater growing inside it, and all the rivers were filled with that purple water from the caves.
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It could happen again. He'd honestly rather cut off his hands than see them hurt Ronan again.]
That doesn't make sense... [Not really. He frowns, it's a little unsettling because they both know that Ronan hadn't made the essence of Cabeswater, just gave it form. What was he giving form to now?]
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You could come with me next time.
[Ronan won't say should, even if it feels like Adam should. It's his decision. Adam is rightly afraid of the demon. They both suffer because of it, but Adam is the one who's possessed. Dying, Ronan thinks, is very easy compared to being forced to kill the one you love.]
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A part of Adam is worried that in a dream nothing would remain secret, that Ronan would see him all too plainly, how ugly he'd become inside, lying, hiding and harboring his feelings away from the other to try and protect him or more honestly because Adam didn't feel the right to them.
On a more practical level he worries about the dangers. What were they tapping into, really? Cabeswater had been a friend and that had been dangerous even not in dreamscape. It had always carried a danger for Adam and being that there were so many unknowns with this...
Adam finally gave the barest hints of a nod.]
We can try. [He hadn't scryed since that fateful morning. Could he even do it now, really?]
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Only if you want to.
[Ronan is determined to never become Adam's prison. He lies back down, resting his cheek on Adam's knee, because he's in no hurry to leave this little room of theirs just yet.]
It's the Ingress, I think. I'm connecting to its power. Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe I can dream us a way home.
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His fingers soothe over the other's head, rubbing against his scalp with his empty hand. He's terrified and so very tired.]
Maybe. [That seems all too simple an answer and there were still horrors waiting for them at home.] If that's the case... not just us. [He frowns briefly. Sometimes he feels awful, almost forgetting Blue and Noah were there with them too.]
We'll do it.
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You're strong, Parrish. Don't worry about it.
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I'm not going to be reckless just because you have blind faith in me.
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[Possibly better than anyone. Adam as a pure conduit of energy has the potential to be more powerful than anything else Ronan can imagine. In force, he's stronger than the demon. He has to be, if he's commanded the ley line the way Ronan's witnessed. It all just comes down to strategy, and they just haven't managed to brain a way around the demon's manipulation yet.]
Anyway, I'm not asking you to be reckless. Just believe in your strength. You know this stuff. It comes down to the force of your will and all that shit.
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Cabeswater was good. We don't know what or who we're tapping into here, Lynch. And Kavinsky is still around, I'm not enough to protect outside and inside at the same time.
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[Except Noah, but that's Noah.]
We weren't sure about Cabeswater at first, either. Sometimes you just gotta take the risk. Otherwise we're just trapped here. For more of this.
[An underground tower of horrors on a planet of horrors full of horrible people.]
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I'm not arguing whether we do it or not. [Adam murmurs, and perhaps he knew quite well how much they didn't know if Cabeswater was good or not, he'd been the one haunted until he figured out it was trying to communicate.]
I just... [wanna be safe, which he knew is a stupid sentiment under the circumstances.]
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We'll do the best we can. It's all we can do. Anything outside of that was never under our control.
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I love you, Lynch.
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[Those words are so inadequate. He doesn't think anyone's invented a phrase to express all that he feels for Adam. Maybe words will never be enough. His fingers caress Adam's skin and Ronan sighs, wishing as always that he could somehow not be trapped in his body, and that he could unite with Adam instead.
He wonders, then, if Adam feels the same.]
Do you...
[Ronan pauses to consider and tread carefully.]
If I could find a way to free you from Cabeswater, would you want that?
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At any given moment, really, he's yearning for Ronan in some way.]
No. [There's no hesitation, which surprises even Adam.] It's a part of me...
[He'd not realized it until he felt the emptiness of the lack of Cabeswater. It's also something they shared together.]
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Okay.
[As nonchalant as he can be while knowing that, had Adam given any other response, Ronan would have been crushed. It's just that Adam is always so tired and afraid, and he's been that way since the sacrifice. Maybe more accurately, he's been that way since Ronan happened to him.]
You better like it.
[He inclines his head so slightly toward the amulet.]
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Of course I like it. [He opened his hand that was clutching it tight to look on it before to prove it he's shifting to put on the necklace. There's a warmth from it in a way, something that felt more magical than literal.]
Not as much as I like you. [Because Ronan should have to be on the receiving end of the cheese sometimes.]
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He sits up, finally, to get a proper look at Adam. Ronan doesn't know if it's true or if his eyes are playing tricks on him, but the amulet feels like it's emitting a light that dances favorably across Adam's features, rendering him more handsome or somehow healthier or perhaps softer. Ronan's hand brushes his cheek again.]
I hope it doesn't get too jealous.
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And now he's seen more of the universe to actually make it a more vast comparison, really. He nuzzles his hand before leaning to press a soft kiss to the other's lips.]