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- metal gear: venom snake,
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january event log
Who: Everyone
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
When: January 3rd and on
Where: The Midway Hub.
What: The crew finally make it to the center of the Hub.
Warnings: Mentions of dead bodies, death, and violence. Please label your content!
E V E N T L O G |
"Let them in, and take them out."
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Especially after passing the second floor.
It had taken everything in him to keep himself collected as they made their way through. The scent reminded him of things he'd rather not have brought to the forefront of his mind. A mind which lately is playing tricks on him. Causing him to see people he's known, dead and alive, here where they absolutely cannot be. He doesn't bring it up, he focuses elsewhere when it happens, and tries to block it out. Only a handful of times has he been so thrown that he's either engaged or ended up compromised in any way, but he doesn't have time for that here. He sincerely hopes it won't happen down here. Not now.
Anxiety is a lump of rock in his stomach, but he turns when he hears steps, smiling a little finally at the familiar voice. He and Venom had gotten a lot closer during their travel here. It had started while the Moira herself had been in her death throes. More than a couple of times there had been moments of shared proximity between them, though not much more than Jim slinging an arm around the other man to sleep. Occasionally something more, but nothing too far removed from that. ]
Yeah, here Venom. How're you doing?
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And Jim, well, he's truly enjoyed their shared time and space. He reaches out to take the other's hand, though it's tentative as he's unsure of the protocol regarding such contact.]
I'm managing. And yourself?
[He moves in a bit closer.]
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About the same.
[ He reaches out, not to take his hand fully, but brush his hand along the back of the other man's, fingers tangling briefly. He offers a smile that reaches his eyes, but only lasts a moment. ]
You think we're almost there?
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[Going through those floors took forever, or at least they felt like it. The second reminded him a little too much of his past, and leaving it behind seemingly lifted a bit more weight off his chest. That was no longer his life. The life that made him unhappy.
His fingers keep brushing as long as they can. Venom wants to continue touching, though a hug feels wildly inappropriate at the moment.]
I'll be glad to be away from this place.
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Me too.
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He gently hooks his fingers, trying to keep their touching to a minimum but always present.]
Is it all right if we stay here together?
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His mouth turns up again, and this time it doesn't fade as Venom hooks their fingers together. ]
Here? [ For the moment or--- ] Or wherever we end up after this?
[ He's really not sure what Venom is going for. At least his first reaction isn't to say that's so weird, cause at one time, it would have been. Trust him. ]
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I'm not sure. I want to say here, but that doesn't seem quite right.
[How does one go about saying that he whatever happens, he doesn't want to go alone? That he wants to continue this friendship or whatever this is between them? That it isn't a friendship but something more?]
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How about wherever it is that we end up? We don't exactly know where this place goes---but we'll be together.
[ Though, if his only option was going home, he doubts he'd be able to make himself do that. The thought terrifies him, actually. Does that mean the other option is just staying here?
He'd do it, mostly because he's pretty certain there's no happy ending for him on Yorktown. ]
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He never once considered his own.
Yet here he is, falling for someone of his own volition. He's never felt this kind of happiness before.]
I'd like that, Jim Kirk.
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Jim isn't sure he was built for that. Dispassionate. Disconnected. Clinical decisions. He's made them, sure, but he has trouble living with them. He thinks about his plans before Altamid. Taking the position for Vice Admiral on Yorktown. Getting away from---where he wasn't sure he should be---maybe it's time.
He thinks that would be okay. A chance to be happy. A chance to find himself, along with someone else. ]
Guess it's settled then. We're stuck with each other, until you get tired of me, anyways.
[ He's only joking on that last part. ]
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Partner? Yes, partner sounds suitable.
He wants to hold his new partner, but he opts for continuing to hold Jim's hand. And if Jim looks closely, he can see a bit of a smile under that hair. Perhaps he should take a look.]
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Partner in crime, maybe? They could find some trouble. The good kind.
When Venom doesn't let go of his hand, he shifts his grip to entwine their fingers, and grip his hand reassuringly, looking over at him. It's only then that he notices a bit of a smile, at least he thinks it is, under that hair. He shifts, reaching up his free hand, and bears some of that hair away from the former assassin's face. His own splits into a wide, bright smile. ]
I knew one day I'd get a smile out of you.
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It causes the former assassin to smile wider. This time, it can be seen full on now that Jim's brushed his veil of hair away.
Seriously, when was the last time he felt like smiling?]
You've managed to do the almost impossible, Jim.
[You've made him feel good.]
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Venom smiles wider, and Jim can't help but continue to. His hands slide past the hair, cupping the other man's face, and he leans in to press his forehead against his. ]
I'm a sucker for a dare.
[ Or a challenge, and it felt like that, in order to earn a real smile from the former assassin. Venom makes Jim feel better than he has in years, and he feels more at ease here with him, than he ever did on the Enterprise, whatever that means.
He isn't sure he wants to try and define this properly. ]
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There's a good chance that what they're doing is wildly inappropriate, but Jim's hands on him, their foreheads pressed together, that smile... he cannot get over it. He can't ignore any of it.]
I cannot wait to have some time alone with you.
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If anyone in their present company finds something like this to be wildly inappropriate then what happens later, possibly, behind closed doors would make an Orion blush. ]
Oh ho, is that a fact? Sounds promising.
[ They were going to get through this. Together. It was enough to know just that. ]
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It would still depend on how the talks went, but he feels quite hopeful.]
I won't disappoint you.
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Now, for the first time in a long time, there is genuine hope. ]
I don't think it's possible for you to.