[ Adam holds him close, his body growing more accustomed to the way Ronan moves inside and he never wants to let him go. He wants to keep him there forever, their bodies locked, water surrounding them. There was no beginning or ending of them in here, they were one the way they were meant to be. Ronan's words only intensify that desire to never let go and Adam's hold tightens on him, feeling emotions swelling up and he never wants to lose Ronan.
He loves him so much that he really doesn't think he has much of a life left if he lost him. He'd keep going but it wouldn't mean anything without him. ]
I love you. [ He whispers, his words never as poetic as Ronan's, they didn't really need to be. Ronan is poetic enough for both of them. But god, he loves him so much. A quiet gasp slips out of Adam when the other shifts their bodies, feeling him deeper, the movements faster and he knows that Ronan's going to come.
He doesn't want it to end, what if they never get this chance again? He presses his lips to Ronan's after searching them out, kissing him needily. Somehow, in the face of this moment starting to come to a close, knowing it's impending makes him feel scared and vulnerable in a way he maybe should have felt more acutely when Ronan was first fingering him and then pushing inside of him.
It's the impending loss of that that exposes something fragile in himself that he's not sure what to do with. ]
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He loves him so much that he really doesn't think he has much of a life left if he lost him. He'd keep going but it wouldn't mean anything without him. ]
I love you. [ He whispers, his words never as poetic as Ronan's, they didn't really need to be. Ronan is poetic enough for both of them. But god, he loves him so much. A quiet gasp slips out of Adam when the other shifts their bodies, feeling him deeper, the movements faster and he knows that Ronan's going to come.
He doesn't want it to end, what if they never get this chance again? He presses his lips to Ronan's after searching them out, kissing him needily. Somehow, in the face of this moment starting to come to a close, knowing it's impending makes him feel scared and vulnerable in a way he maybe should have felt more acutely when Ronan was first fingering him and then pushing inside of him.
It's the impending loss of that that exposes something fragile in himself that he's not sure what to do with. ]