[It doesn't sound cheesy or trite to Ronan's ears. It does, however, strike him with a flash of momentary terror. Not because he doesn't want Adam (God have mercy on him, he wants Adam so badly) but because he still doesn't feel ready. They still aren't married. He still doesn't know what to do with his body. They're still in this awful place. He's still dying. Slowly, but still.
On the other hand, he is dying.
He is dying.
Is he going to die without making love to Adam? There have been so many close calls already. Even if they didn't know about the demon waiting for them in the future, it feels like he nearly loses his life every other day. Would he have regretted anything more than dying without giving himself to Adam completely?
Ronan looks into Adam's eyes. He hopes the love overpowers the fear in his gaze.]
What if I hurt you?
[The heart of his concern. He's such a terrible and treacherous thing.]
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On the other hand, he is dying.
He is dying.
Is he going to die without making love to Adam? There have been so many close calls already. Even if they didn't know about the demon waiting for them in the future, it feels like he nearly loses his life every other day. Would he have regretted anything more than dying without giving himself to Adam completely?
Ronan looks into Adam's eyes. He hopes the love overpowers the fear in his gaze.]
What if I hurt you?
[The heart of his concern. He's such a terrible and treacherous thing.]