[ Adam swallows because that's something that always scares him, even now. Even after they've found some of their footing with intimacy he wonders how much of it is because he wants it and Ronan feels obligated to give it to him. The thought rarely is one that he escapes from completely if at all. Usually, when Ronan drives their direction the worry is less, the feeling that it's what Ronan wants is more concrete.
But he loves the feeling of stroking Ronan's cock and quickly ignores his own in favor of giving the attention solely to Ronan. It's easier anyway, to stroke him, to focus on the hardness of his length in his hand and the softness of lips on his throat. ]
Have you had more dreams? [ Ones like the one he'd described what felt a lifetime ago in the BMW. He's played that description over and over in his mind. He wonders if perhaps if they ever get somewhere truly safe if they could make it happen. ]
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But he loves the feeling of stroking Ronan's cock and quickly ignores his own in favor of giving the attention solely to Ronan. It's easier anyway, to stroke him, to focus on the hardness of his length in his hand and the softness of lips on his throat. ]
Have you had more dreams? [ Ones like the one he'd described what felt a lifetime ago in the BMW. He's played that description over and over in his mind. He wonders if perhaps if they ever get somewhere truly safe if they could make it happen. ]