From the looks of things here, when things go haywire with the Ingress... they just explode. Dramatically.
[Even from the tapes, it sounded like what the crewmate did was deliberate. It hadn't been an accident.]
[But then the subject starts to change, and he's shifting a little. To partially put one shoulder more behind himself. The more people notice, pay direct attention to it, the more self-conscious he's started to feel.]
Because I never wanted this. Any of it. I don't know where it came from. Why it's there -- aside from being someone's idea of a weapon.
... and if anything goes wrong with it, I want it to stay that way. Wrong and gone. [His fist coils up as he says that. Bitterly says it. Only to blow out a breath, and add, in an undertone.]
But if that does happen... it needs to be restored. Pidge needs it restored.
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[Even from the tapes, it sounded like what the crewmate did was deliberate. It hadn't been an accident.]
[But then the subject starts to change, and he's shifting a little. To partially put one shoulder more behind himself. The more people notice, pay direct attention to it, the more self-conscious he's started to feel.]
Because I never wanted this. Any of it. I don't know where it came from. Why it's there -- aside from being someone's idea of a weapon.
... and if anything goes wrong with it, I want it to stay that way. Wrong and gone. [His fist coils up as he says that. Bitterly says it. Only to blow out a breath, and add, in an undertone.]
But if that does happen... it needs to be restored. Pidge needs it restored.