Nearly impossible. When it's not one thing, it's another. Hatred is easy to fall into.

To be honest, I think no matter what I choose [returning or staying] the best option will be to remove themselves from their damn plans as much as I can. The same for you.

Sounds like you got options. We deserve a little bit of freedom after all of that.

[He's trying to psych himself up to go through that gate, to prepare.]