No. I was never fucking stupid enough to think hurting people would make them like me. [ he knows why kavinsky' been such a bitch when he found them together, heard about the obsession and possessiveness from Ronan before that whole thing even happened. Andyr knows he was never the same - he didn't try to take himself apart just to lose his fucking mind anyway. And beyond that, his only malicious glee came from a satisfaction in vengeance, and it'd all be straight forward. Suffering for suffering, no mind games.

And yet, even more, there's something stark about the impression he'd had of kavinsky that Andyr's happy to separate himself far, far from - ]

And I never joked about raping my friends.

[ the center of what'd made andyr completely lose it, the idea that Ronan would be forced to submit to that as well, because staying alive means keeping Kavinsky happy. His skin crawls all over again, and Andyr's choking down the aggression rising in him. If something's important to him, he wants to be the one to break it. No. Fuck that. ] He's not breaking you.