[Ronan's crashing fast now that the cocaine's wearing off. He doesn't even consider taking another hit, though. The fluttering in his heart is a deeply unpleasant thing, anxious and nagging. He tries to focus on Jesse's body instead, on all the good parts about being in his embrace and none of the heavy guilt that comes with it.
He has to ask, though:]
Are you okay?
[Jesse thinks he's straight. It can be slightly traumatizing, Ronan's aware, to discover that might not be the case. Especially when the discovery happens like this. He had been so careful with Adam. He's really fucked up here.]
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He has to ask, though:]
Are you okay?
[Jesse thinks he's straight. It can be slightly traumatizing, Ronan's aware, to discover that might not be the case. Especially when the discovery happens like this. He had been so careful with Adam. He's really fucked up here.]