[ More drugs, to numb everything, heighten everything, chase away unwanted thoughts and memories, and guilt that he shouldn't be enjoying having this kind of power over Ronan.
Jesse leaves Ronan's palm against his crotch and snakes a hand down into Ronan's pocket, where Ronan's excitement bulges into the cramped space while Jesse's fingers snag the 8-ball. He pulls it free, and he sneaks it down between their bodies to slip it into Ronan's hand pressed to his groin. As much as Jesse likes getting high, he enjoys watching others getting high even more. Of course, it's not quite the same, to be enticing Ronan with a drug he didn't cook - the rush of watching others get high on his own creation is like none other - but the sick part of him enjoying watching Ronan cave to the high of being so aroused is thrilling enough.
8-ball in Ronan's possession now, Jesse's own hand is then immediately moving down to seek out Ronan's excitement through his jeans once more; a deliberate kneading rub. At the same time, he's sliding off Ronan to the ground beside him. Wordlessly enticing Ronan to keep giving in. Wanting to lose himself in Ronan wanting him. His pulse is racing. His breathing has picked up. He doesn't care anymore that this is a guy he's seducing here: a mouth is a mouth, a hand is a hand, even if it's an entirely inexperienced one. ]
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Jesse leaves Ronan's palm against his crotch and snakes a hand down into Ronan's pocket, where Ronan's excitement bulges into the cramped space while Jesse's fingers snag the 8-ball. He pulls it free, and he sneaks it down between their bodies to slip it into Ronan's hand pressed to his groin. As much as Jesse likes getting high, he enjoys watching others getting high even more. Of course, it's not quite the same, to be enticing Ronan with a drug he didn't cook - the rush of watching others get high on his own creation is like none other - but the sick part of him enjoying watching Ronan cave to the high of being so aroused is thrilling enough.
8-ball in Ronan's possession now, Jesse's own hand is then immediately moving down to seek out Ronan's excitement through his jeans once more; a deliberate kneading rub. At the same time, he's sliding off Ronan to the ground beside him. Wordlessly enticing Ronan to keep giving in. Wanting to lose himself in Ronan wanting him. His pulse is racing. His breathing has picked up. He doesn't care anymore that this is a guy he's seducing here: a mouth is a mouth, a hand is a hand, even if it's an entirely inexperienced one. ]