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( january intro log )
Who: Everyone
When: January 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Emiri
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Emiri
Warnings: None, but please label anything you do that needs a warning
When: January 1st and on
Where: The Moira + Emiri
What: The crew finds themselves on the planet of Emiri
Warnings: None, but please label anything you do that needs a warning
I N T R O L O G |
"I used to live in a room of mirrors, and all I could see was me..."
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Avelle
He sees her wobbling and looking like she's losing her balance, and he reacts before he even looks at her properly or tries to recognize her. Reaching over, he tries to grab her arm, hoping to catch her before she actually falls into the water. ] Careful!
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OK, maybe that was a bad idea--Ah, Bruce! [She grins up at him as soon as she recognises him, hopping back onto the bank properly, and there's a definite sense of relief that it's someone she's at least met before who she's just been manhandling.]
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Two slightly odd-looking feet, he notes now that he's looking more properly at her. Not that he does so for long, because when she calls him by name his eyes move back up, flickering across her admittedly strange features, trying to place them in his memory. ]
Yes? [ It's a moment of confusion, but Bruce is attentive enough, and making note of her anatomy now, as well as her voice, he realizes she's the face behind the mask of the person he'd met in Moira's engine room, not all that long ago. ] Oh. Tali'Zorah?
[ Going with the whole name because he's not even sure if he should address her in some other way. ]
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It always takes her a second to remember that when people haven't met her with her mask off, they won't recognise her without it, and in that second she looks outright confused - then, just as understanding dawns on her face, he remembers.] Right!
Sorry, I forgot I met you with my mask on - I wore it all the time until not so long ago, so I keep forgetting who's met me with it and who hasn't.
Just call me Tali, by the way - that's fine.
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[ His hands hold one another in front of his chest, as he slips back into his usual stance, shoulders hunched just a little, arms close at his sides. ]
Tali. Alright. [ He smiles with a tilt of his head. ] That does sound like less of a mouthful.
[ Not that her full name is that complicated, back on Earth there are first names just as long and complex, if not more. He is more curious about what else she's mentioned, though, and he goes back to that as he shoots her a more inquisitive look. ] The suit - you wore it for protection? Or was it more of a cultural thing?
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[Part of her can be sad now to have lost that part of her culture, in a way. But sometimes it still feels like she can't bring herself to be that person after everything that's happened. And besides... 'vas Moira' really would be ridiculous at this point.]
The suit - I mostly wear it for protection in Engineering now, but back home it's sort of...both. We live in space, so we can't handle airborne pathogens - we're not used to them. So we need them for protection, but we've been wearing them so long and all the time that they're our culture, too.
The last ship I was on, they fixed my immune system somehow, so I can take it off whenever I want. Sometimes, though... [She shrugs. It's a comfort. And it's incredibly useful, even if it's been battered to hell and back over the last year.]
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[ Delivered in a light tone, a hint of amusement to it. It makes sense she would introduce herself in a simpler way, though, Bruce would too if he had a name that long or complex. Actually, he already skips on his first name as it is.
What she shares about the suit and about herself in the process is fascinating, visibly capturing Bruce's attention. There might be a lot of bad things about being in the situation they are right now, but this, the chance to meet different people from different species and races, with their own unique and even strange physiologies, customs, knowledge, it's a rare opportunity, and he tries to make the most of it, always. ]
Sometimes it's just nice to have that. [ He pauses, nodding once. ] Something more familiar. I get that.
[ Even if getting the chance to take off the suit now must feel pretty great for her too. ]
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[Living among aliens, it was just one more thing that made her stick out. Maybe one day she'll just go the whole hog and start writing her name as Tali Zorah.]
Right. Don't get me wrong, I love taking it off, but...I'm really bad at poker now. [A joke though that may be, she's really not used to schooling her facial expressions, only her voice and body language. So she can sound and act entirely normal, but her face gives her away every time... As she goes on, gesturing at her face, she's kind of aware this is probably a lot more chattering away than Bruce ever asked for.] Plus, this mask is soundproof, has air filtration, and it has speakers and a mic that I can just turn off. You start taking those for granted after a while.
[Beat.] And olfactory filters - that have an off switch.
[She's starting to feel like a walking ad campaign here. She's really not selling any.]
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Right. Space travellers. [ He nods, remembering how she's just told him her species lives in space. Of course she'd have spent a lot of her time aboard ships. ] Well, it sounds interesting to me. So, that's your species - quarians? [ There are clear physical differences there, of course, plus what she's told him so far, but he's curious to know what more there is to it.
Her remark about poker has him grinning, letting out a soft laugh in genuine amusement. ] That's tragic. I'm sorry to hear. [ Joking too, of course. But he looks visibly interested when she lists the features of the mask. ] All that sounds pretty useful, though, especially considering where you work on the Moira.
good god I am a tagging disgrace
[She's still gesturing animatedly, a bundle of energy.] But the mask is pretty great in engineering - I'm not going deaf and no one can hear me swear at the engines. [mostly the teenager who works with her down there.]
Anyway - I'm a quarian, right. [Barely a pause before jumping between topics. Bruce can totally keep up.] We mostly live on a mobile flotilla - about...fifty thousand or so ships travelling the galaxy. We do leave for a little while to go on our Pilgrimage - sort of a rite of passage - and most people go and live on planets. I ended up serving on a human military frigate, though, so I didn't even spend much time planetside then, either.
don't worry about it! <3
Fifty thousand? [ He can't help sounding shocked and impressed at that piece of information. To him, it's already amazing enough seeing one populatedspace ship on long-distance travels, it's almost impossible for him to imagine something of that magnitude. And Bruce likes to think he keeps a very broad and open mind to-- well, just about anything at this point. ] God, that's... that's massive. I can't even picture it. What are even the population numbers on a flotilla of that size? And these ships, they're not just quarian ships, right? You live together with other species?
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[It's just striking her over and over again how much she missed the flotilla as she talks about it for the first time in months.] There's about seventeen million people on the fleet - all quarian. The fleet's the only quarian population left, and we don't have much contact with the outside. I can count on one hand... [One three-fingered hand, which she raises.]...how many aliens have been on it since it was formed. That was three hundred years ago.
It's pretty cramped - I mean, the ships are either really old or we re-purposed them from cargo ships or old military vessels. I used to live in a cargo hold with... ten or so other families? We split our quarters up with partitions - fabrics and things like that to dampen the noise.
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That's a lot of people. Sounds very... crowded. [ And he knows a thing or two about crowded, he's lived in a lot of places like that himself over the past few years. He has to say he rather likes having his own space now. Well, mostly back in his own world, since here he's bunking with two other people - if one can even call a Gem and a dragon 'people'. ]
Why not just settle down on a planet somewhere? It sounds like it would be easier for you. Or is it because of the whole issue with your immune systems? [ Or maybe they're just nomadic, maybe it's a cultural thing. ]
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[Using the treadmill and playing phone games do not hobbies make.]
It makes every other ship I've ever been on seem really quiet. And they're always all so loud back home - the people are loud, the engines are loud, everything - that it makes other ships seem really quiet in comparison. I've slept in the engine room here before, actually. [She has the good grace to sound - and look - at the very least slightly embarrassed about that.]
It's the immune system thing, mostly. It would take hundreds of years to settle down elsewhere - plus it would need to be a planet where life evolved dextro-amino, which isn't as common... Plus, I think a lot of it's just...bullheaded. [She's had enough time away, and time without immune system problems, that it's oddly easy to say that.] Our planet was taken from us and we want it back - we don't want to find somewhere new - that kind of thing?
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And much like she points out, it's good to have a little more to do that's not just work. ]
You miss the confusion, the noise. I get that. [ Bruce has lived in pretty crowded and loud places, so the sentiment isn't lost on him. Peace and silence is nice, but sometimes there's nothing comforting in a complete lack of noise or activity. Sometimes it's best to have that constant noise to stop the mind from wandering, at the very least. ]
Ah. So you're aiming to get your planet back? [ He tips his head in a half-nod. ] That's probably something you'd share with a lot of species, if they were in your shoes. Some might have eventually chosen to move on, but... you know, home is home. And stubbornness is a trait that crosses several universes. [ He smiles. ]
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There's more to life than that, even one as a kidnappee.]
It's weird - actually, the last ship I was on, one of my friends was there too, and he was from the future. Only a year or two, I think. Not so far. One of those weird quirks in things like the Ingress - I guess when you're pulling people across universes, space and time just don't matter much?
[Tangent over, she goes on.] Anyway, he told me that in his time, we already have our planet back - we made peace with the race that took it and we're sharing it. I guess stubbornness pays off sometimes. [She shrugs, but the momentary grin fades.] I'm not sure what I think about that yet.
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He'll wait for her to explain before he draws any conclusions or starts getting ahead of himself, though. But if that's the case, then it's definitely something interesting, and possibly worth looking into. Even if Bruce has no idea where to start.
He listens to what she tells him about her planet instead, about what's supposed to happen in her future. It doesn't sound too bad, all things considered, though he can see where she's coming from. Still, he asks with a small smile. ] About stubbornness paying off, or the fact you end up settling with sharing the planet?
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[And it occurs to her at least once a day how grateful she is to be away from that - she may not be free even here, but at this point she'll take what she can get. Being a prisoner has become normal - it's just how humane the imprisonment is that changes.]
That we settled with sharing. I know my friend said we made peace with the geth and they're on our side, but... I haven't seen it myself. I grew up with horror stories about them, we've been at war for three centuries. Someone just telling me that's not true doesn't change it in my mind, you know?
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And that's where you met the others, then? Or are they from your original world?
[ One way or the other, though, he's glad she's out of there. Sounds like it was a much worse situation than this one. ]
No, I get it. If someone told me in a few years I'd make peace with all the people whose impact in my life was negative, I wouldn't like it either. Honestly, I don't even know if I'd believe them. [ Thinking at a larger scale, he certainly wouldn't expect to hear that the humans and the Chitauri would ever just make peace and live anywhere near each other in harmony, for instance. ]
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[And yet, apparently she has. She must have been there - and can only guess at what she was doing, what she was thinking. Would it change? Or would she go along with it for the good of everyone else, fuming all the while?]
Anyway, the CDC tricked us. Me, anyway. There were people who got told the truth before they even signed up, but I think they were just saying anything that would make people say yes. There were some other people from my...my reality? Universe?... [Whatever the right word is.]...there too, but when some of them came here too, they didn't remember it at all. But then, the people here who do remember it, we're all from different places. We met there.
[She lets out an explosive sigh, and there's something a little defeated in it.] Every time I even try to understand it, it just makes less and less sense.
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[ Bruce isn't one to discard any option, at this point. He's seen two Tony's in one place, he'll believe just about anything. ]
Well, if you consider the possibility of infinite parallel universes and alternate timelines, then it's not so difficult to imagine. Anything that can happen will happen, if not in this universe then in another, so... you can get several versions of the people you know. Some will remember being with you in another universe, some won't. That might even be the only difference between them, but it's still a difference. So you get version One of person A who comes straight here from their original world, and version Two who first is taken to another universe, then brought over to this one. The possibilities are... infinite, actually. Too many for us to ever consider them all. We could live forever and we'd still be listing them out-- well, forever. Which, for the record, might be something that's happening in some alternate universe out there.
[ He pauses, then offers a sheepish smile. ] I feel like I just went off on a tangent there. Sorry about that.
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Like why I've seen multiple versions of the same person in the same place, only just slightly different. Different universes. Or why I remember events slightly differently than other people I've talked to.
And maybe there's another Tali out there - or who knows how many Talis - who would want peace with the geth.
[Is it comforting to know that? The troubled look on her face says she's not entirely sure.]
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[ It's just a theory, really, or at least it was, back in his own world. Now? He's not even sure if what he's seen since he got to the Moira counts as proof, or if it just serves to show that here might be a myriad of theories to explain all of this. (According to quantum theory, the number of possible theories should be infinite too, varying from one universe to the next.) ]
And yes, that could be possible. There might even be a number of Talis who never had any issues with the geth to begin with. Or who have never even met the geth at all. [ He shrugs. ] But they're not you. It's not just your name or genetic code that makes you who you are. Experiences shape you, just as much as anything else.
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[So maybe she never ends up charged with treason. Maybe her father never ended up conducting live weapons tests - so she had nothing to be complacent with, knowingly or not.
It's easier to just shake that feeling off and not think about it.]
...Keelah, what if another Tali shows up here. Or another Bruce. And they're... totally different. Or they're exactly the same. [Somehow she's not sure which is weirder.]
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Well, it's... not impossible. But not likely, I don't think.
[ Or so he hopes, anyway. The last thing he wants is to see another Bruce on board - a Bruce who never poisoned himself with gamma radiation, a Bruce who never had the childhood that he did - worse yet, a Bruce who would accept and welcome the Hulk's power, rather than fight it. That, he's sure, would be much more terrifying to him than meeting an exact double of himself. ]
We'll cross that bridge if we come to it. No point worrying about what ifs now, when they might not even happen at all.
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